Vampire. Bill Kaulitz

Monster

Bill's POV

"Bill please"

As Cora's helpless voice rings through my ears my face drops. I get off of her and drop the vibratory on the bed. I see her laying curled up on the bed her body exposed, her tears are dripping on the pillow. She's shaking with fear and shame and it makes me feel horrible.

I feel like a horrible person, who just tried to rape an innocent girl. Maybe I am, maybe I am what I think I am. Maybe I am what she says I am.

I'm a monster.

I walk out of the room to the bathroom staring at my reflection. I stare into the eyes of a monster. I can't believe this..

Did she just say something what made my mind flip? And how do I flip it back?

I'm confused. How did she make me do this? How did her sweet and soft voice make me feel this way?

Staring at myself I feel horrible, and confused. I slam my fist against the mirror making glass dig into my hand. Kristen runs up to me and looks concerned "Bill what happened?" She asks holding the door frame.

"Nothing" I mumble. There's not even blood coming out, but at least it hurts. "Bill get that glass out of your hand."she says. "And where is Cora?"

I point at the bedroom and she walks into the bathroom. I hear some muffled voices and after a few minutes Cora walks into the bathroom now fully clothed.

Cora's POV

If I look at Kristen I don't feel hate for her, I just don't like her. But if I look at Bill I know that if I could I would kill him, rip all his hair out of his head and... I just don't like him at all.

Just fucking that girl in front of my eyes. Well okay I wasn't invited actually but it was still not a nice thing to see.

How should I describe Kristen?.

She has golden blonde hair falling just past her shoulders. It's cut in layers and it looks full in the bottom. She has glasses but it's not nerdy like, it actually looks very good on her. She has blue eyes and dark pink lips.

She's actually very beautiful I must say.

But I just can't un see the image of Bill fucking her. It disgusts me, the fact that she would give her body to him like that.

Or maybe he just took it, just like he wanted to take mine. Should I ask her? Maybe she'll answer me honestly.

"Hey uhh.... Kristen" I look at her mumbling my words a bit. She looks at her and gives me a smile. "What is it?"

"Did you... wanna have.. uhh.. sex with him?" I feel embarrassed to ask her. But of course, like always my curiosity takes me over.

She smiles. "Well.. yea I guess. But don't worry, I like women too" she chuckles. I feel a slight blush creeping up my cheeks. And I hear my heartbeat in my ears feeling it pound in my chest.

What's this? What's this feeling? I don't understand.

I shrug it off and look at her.

"Are you kidding?"

She laughs slightly "no no. I'm not joking. I'm actually bisexual. But me and Bill were a one time thing. We're just friends"

I try to keep myself from gagging. How could you ever be friends with that.. that creature. Bill is a total monster with bloodlust, who could easily rip your body apart.

"Don't worry Cora. I know you're jealous" Bill snickers making anger boil up inside of me. "I'm not jealous you fucking asshole!"

He pushes me against the wall pinning me there with his body. He grits his teeth together "Watch your mouth" he says anger in his eyes.