Everyhing we'll never know

A terrible shame

Everyone looked at me with a surprised face, I also heard giggles, people murmuring and the teacher was shocked, I just wanted to run away from everyone, but I was paralyzed, when, out of nowhere, a girl stood up and went towards me. was there and gave me a hug, it was something quite unexpected, I had never been hugged by a complete stranger and the truth is I didn't like hugs, but it reminded me so much of my mother's hugs, that I stopped crying instantly, then the teacher He told me to sit down and the girl walked me to my seat, what a horror! I had just ruined everything and been horribly embarrassed in front of all my new classmates and teacher. The teacher didn't say anything about it and started teaching math class. I wiped my tears and tried to act as if nothing had happened, but, in reality, I wanted the earth to swallow me up.The class ended and it was time to go out for lunch, I left the room as quickly as I could, so that no one would speak to me, but I found Alanys and the girl who had hugged me, I tried to avoid them, but they greeted me and it was already It was rude to ignore them, so I greeted them in the most normal way I could.- Do you want to eat with us? – Alanys asked excitedly.I thought about it for a second and said: no, thanks and the other girl said:- Are you sure? From what I know, you're new and I doubt you know where the cafeteria is.Thinking about it, it was true, but I wasn't going to admit it, he he, sometimes I get stubborn.-I'll take that as a yes - the girl said and they practically forced me to go with them, that's what I get for not giving a quick answer. During the whole way, Alanys kept talking, like the last time, and the other girl also talked, but less than Alanys, when we got to the cafeteria, we went to order the food and I didn't even know how to order it, so I just I pointed out what I wanted and that's it, there was no problem, it's just that the person who served me looked at me with a face like, "Why don't you talk, are you mute?", but I was still recovering from the pain I had gone through in the living room. After ordering the food, we went to sit down, there was an awkward silence and the truth is, I wanted to leave, it wasn't until Alanys broke the silence:-Hey, why did you start crying a while ago? –I didn't know what to answer-ehh I... -"Leave her alone, Alanys, she's nervous about her first day," the other girl said in a serious tone."Oh, right, sorry," he said as if he had remembered that he was a sensitive person, he had never said it, but I think it was obvious.-By the way, I'm Xavierys- said the other girl- you must be Jhearym-"Yes, nice to meet you," I responded as calmly as I could.Then we started talking, or well, they, I just listened while I ate.- Do you want us to take you to see the university? – they both askedI accepted the invitation and after eating, we went for a walk around the university and as we walked, they began to tell me things about that place.-This university has strict rules – Xavierys started-Yes- Alanys confirmed. – Here you can't get into any kind of problem, like fights or arguments, they give you a single offense and the second time, they expel you, sometimes even the first time they expel you- Alanys said.-That is why this university is calm and safe- Xavierys clarified.- So nothing strange has ever happened? – I asked strangely and they both looked at me as if I had asked if the sky was blue."Well no, I think it's obvious not," Alanys said with great confidence.I noticed that when we were walking, everyone was looking at us strangely, I assumed it was because of what had happened to me, what a shame! I didn't even know what to look like.