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God and Me

This chapter is called, God and me. The reason I named this chapter God and me is because in this season that is what he requires of me. It has been a long journey to get here. I have learned wisdom from elders in Christ, youtube influencers and even books. The whole time God was telling me to spend time with him and him alone. To ask him for the answers and not seek it through man. I was completely dependent on watching prophetic videos because in one season in my life that's where God provided my next instruction. I kept referring back to my last big encounter with God as my guidance. Forgetting that God can be random at times. When God is saying he's doing something new. With all the distractions sometimes there could be good distractions as well. But I'm here to tell you the complete truth that I just realize now. In one season God can use one thing to get you closer to him but eventually you'll mature and he'll require more from you. That requirement is direct contact with him and the Holy Spirit. To be completely honest with you it is a little intimidating at first. It is a battle to change something that you have depended on for so long. But it's also a peace that God gives you when you completely surrender accept the new assignment. What makes this process so exhilarating is that you don't notice the change that God has done in you until you accept your new assignment. It's like he performed the surgery on you while you were sleeping. Or like getting a shot that you do not feel. I think that's the best way that I can describe it. Reader, if nothing else resonates with you I want you to take away trusting in God. The Holy Spirit is your helper for a reason. God is changing you even when you don't notice it. The true love that God gives; when you think about it; it can actually bring you to tears. Because you thought that you knew what love is. When you see and experience what love truly is it makes you sad that you've been missing out on it. You would wish you knew sooner because you would have never made certain decisions in the past. Although easier said than done; don't worry God is changing your heart, mindset and desires right now. One day you'll wake up from your spiritual surgery an unrecognizable new creation in Christ. God bless you brother and sister in Christ.