Work experience

Chapter two

Beatrix pov.

It's lunchtime now and I'm bored asf because I'm literally sitting alone in the kitchen, eating my sandwich and crisps. I can't even look through my news feed because I can't psych myself up to ask for the wifi in case they say no and it gets awkward.

It's lonely. I think that's the word I'm looking for. Everyone here has their set regimes and their own friends and private conversations that 'I'm too young to hear'. You know, at 10:30, they go outside and smoke and I just watch them go as they don't say anything to me. I feel like a lost puppy.

Nobody's even smiled at me, they look at me like I'm their prey. It's quite daunting. Ahh I just want to go home! I haven't even done anything, it took me like 2 hours to finish those dvd's on bloody fire safety!

The worst thing about no wifi is the fact that I CANT REPLY TO MESSAGES. Like I literally want to scream. Hayley's whatsapped me like 5 times asking me what I'm doing and blah blah, reminding me to take my pills and shitttt.

Oh shit my pills. I open my bag and pull out the pills, then gulp them down with a bottle of water. Nobody knows I take them because I don't want people in my business and they only get worried when they know I take them, it's really not a big deal anyway.

It's 12:30 and lunch finishes at 1. So I have half an hour of doing nothing whilst everyone's doing something like smoking or going to the shop. I decide to have a look around.

I start by looking at all the rooms and when I get to the final room I just stop, and look at the door. I don't know why I do this, but then I start laughing because I'm staring at a bloody door!

I'm now right up against the door and laughing, but My little laughing fit is soon stopped when I get knocked from the door into the floor and bang my head on the door.

'Ow' I say in pain.

'Shit I'm so sorry' I hear a voice say

I have no clue who it is because I'm facing the floor and I'm holding my head in my hands.

'It's fine' I reply, glassy eyed. It really hurt.

'Are you sure you're okay? Do you want me to call someone or something?'

American, the voice is American and male.

I decide to turn around and I don't realise how close he is so I scoot back, now a little annoyed.

'I'm fine, I told you already.' I say in a harsh tone.

I get up and run to the bathroom.

Why are people to bloody annoying? Can't they just leave me alone? Okay I think I'm gonna get a period. One minute I'm feeling alone and hating it, the next I'm wanting to be alone!
Why am I so mean to people? Meh I'm over it now. I'll just go out and apologise.

I go and try to find him and the bigger is in the kitchen eating MY yoghurt that I put in the fridge.

'Hey hey hey!' I steam

He looks a little startled haha it's quite funny.

'That's my yoghurt! Jesus, firstly you knock me onto the floor, now you eat my yoghurt! What's next? You steal my job?'

'I'm sorry, I didn't realise it was yours. I thought it was mine. Urm, would you like m to regurgitate it?'

I laugh at this,

'No, you don't have to do that I'll just label it next time'

I decide to apologise now.

'Look I just came to apologise for being a bitch.'

'You don't have to apologise, I should apologise for knocking you over. Are you sure your heads okay?'

'Yes it's fine. Thanks for apologising.'

Oh god I can feel it getting awkward.
Okay I'm just gonna bail out now.

'Anyway I better go now but it was nice meeting you. Bye, see you around I guess.'

And with that I rush out the room and go back to my office.

God that was weird.