Why did we wait this long

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The next morning you wake up in the hospital. "Your awake! Thank goodness" "why am I at the hospital?" "when I woke up you was in a pool of blood so I took you here" "that was probably my period Lans" "it definitely wasn't I'm going to find the doctor she told me to come find her when you was awake" a few minutes later Lando comes back with the doctor "y/n! glad your awake sadly I have some news for the both of you" the doctor says "y/n has suffered a miscarriage you was only around 4 weeks pregnant and it was from drinking" your jaw drops and you start to cry "did you know about the pregnancy?" "No, we didn't" Lando says in shock "well I'll leave you two alone so you can deal with the news when you're ready you can be discharged" the doctor says right before she leaves the room Lando gets on the bed and comforts you " I'm sorry I should've listened to you. I didn't think I was pregnant and if I would have listened to you instead of drinking more than the baby would have been okay, I'm sorry Lando" "shush it's okay we all make mistakes sometimes" "Lando that wasn't a mistake I just killed our baby! I'm a murderer" "no you're not it will be okay I know you feel horrible right now, but I promise you it wasn't your fault" "it was my fault!" "We were both drunk when you got pregnant! okay so it's both of our faults and you've been drinking for weeks now so it was bound to happen!"

It's the Hungarian grand prix and the race has started but you and Lando are having trouble and hasn't been talking much, you bump into Lily "OMG hey girly!!" she says "hiya how you been?" "Same old you know?" "Yea defo" "we need to have a catch-up coffee!" "let's go right now!" you and Lily go for a coffee and you tell her about the miscarriage and you and Lando going not talking much "yeah that's it really I just feel a bit hurt right now" "oh my gosh I'm so sorry about the miscarriage" "it's okay I'm slowly getting over it" "I think you and Lando aren't talking because your both hurting and you don't want to hurt each other more" "yeah I feel like that could be it" Zak comes running into hospitality "woah Zak are you okay?" you ask worried "there you are Lando is asking for you on the radio he's struggling he's P6" Zak say out of breath "I'll be there" you follow Zak to the radios "Lans?" "y/n you came!" "You called." "Should we go out tonight to talk" you ask him "talk about what?" Lando says over the radio "all this tension between us!!" "Yes, let's go out I love your idea sunshine." You arrive back home "ready to go Darling?" you ask him "Yes let's go!! you look great". you arrive at the restaurant and get seated" who's going first? me or you?" "I'll go" Lando say and starts to speak "I'm sorry I said that too you I was stressed out because you were stressed, and I promise I didn't mean what I said."