Always you•[Beomjun]•one-shot

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"Choi Yeonjun...Choi Yeonjun...get up please, it's time for you to take your pills." One of the nurses said while shaking Yeonjun.

He opened his eyes and started scanning the room, as if he was looking for someone. The nurse looked at him sadly then said "Why are you acting like that today? For what or whom are you searching for?"

"I'm looking for Beomgyu, where is the love of my life? He was with me yesterday. Where is he? Please tell him to come see me, I need to see him right now."

The nurse frowned sadly then said "Yeonjun sweetie, Beomgyu left us a year ago, you know that."

Yeonjun suddenly got up from bed, pushed the nurse then said "No he is still alive you liar, bring him to me right now. I saw him yesterday we were playing in my dorm so how could he be dead for a year huh?? YOU FUCKING LIAR, I WANT MY BEOMIE, BRING HIM TO ME RIGHT NOW!!"

The nurse immediately called the doctor who came in a matter of seconds with other nurses to help him calm Yeonjun down.

When Yeonjun was finally calm, the doctor shook his head then said "Poor boy, I feel so bad for him. Dreaming of the love of his life being still alive and living with him but waking up to learn that it was all fake."

The doctor sadly shook his head then left the room with all the nurses leaving Yeonjun alone. But with all the agitation they didn't realize that they left Yeonjun's pills on the table.

-1 year before-

Yeonjun woke up in Beomgyu's dorm, for a second he forgot everything that happened the day before and started to look for Beomgyu. Then his eyes fell on the green notebook and everything came crashing down on him.

His body felt heavy, he started shaking then let out a loud and painful sob. He couldn't believe that the love of his life left him. He cried and cried and cried but he knew that his tears wouldn't bring his Beomie back to life.

Then he started to blame himself for the death of the younger, he saw that he was unwell but his fear of losing the younger caused his death.

He really wanted to go back in time and change everything, he then started to imagine how happy they would be, how he would save the younger and finally confess his eternal love for him.

But reality came crashing fown on him when Beomgyu's parents called him and told him that Beomgyu's funerals would be held the next day.

As soon as he hang up, he started to cry harder cuz he didn't want to believe that the younger really left him forever. He couldn't imagine keeping on living without seeing Beomgyu's beautiful smile, hearing his soft voice singing and look into his pretty brown eyes anymore.

Growing up, his parents were always too busy with work. They were obsessed with becoming richer than they already were, they loved money more than each other and their own child. And since he was an only child, he often felt lonely.

But one day he met this new boy who just moved in next to his house, playing by himself under an oak three. He smiled fondly at how cute the boy was and he made his way towards him and sat next to him.

Since that day, Yeonjun never felt lonely he finally have someone in his life, they promised each other that they would always stay together. But Yeonjun was the first one to break this promise and now he felt so sad, broken and guilty for everything that the younger went through.

The day of Beomgyu's funeral was abnormally sunny, there wasn't even a cloud in the sky, as if the weather was mocking Yeonjun for being such a horrible person. He couldn't help himself but bitterly laugh at this though.