Oh, him... -Benny Rodriguez X reader

The game

Y/n's pov

If he doesn't get here in the next five- never mind he's here

I wonder if he remembers.. of course he fucking remembers, it was yesterday! Play it cool.. what am I telling myself?! I sound like someone in a teen movie!? There's Benny.. I hoped he wouldn't show up but that would've been a miracle..

"I'm here! Sorry I overslept!" Everyone turned towards Benny, no one had noticed him except me. Bertram said, "you're always where earlier than us! Good thing you're here! R/n was about to leave!"  I wish I had.. this is torture..

"Good riddance", I glared at ham

Seriously dude? he's an idiot anyway..I mean.. gotta think about why he has that nickname..

"Let's head on the field! R/n you bat! Everyone else fill in!" I watched Benny act like nothing was happening-like nothing happened.. like I didn't snap at him and there was never a tent..

"BATTER UP!", Benny yelled loudly.

Huh? Oh-oh right I'm supposed to be at hom-how did I walk over here?! I mean I'm at home plate but.. oh shit batter up..

I lifted my bat, ready to swing. Benny watched me, I could still tell that it didn't matter what happened off the field.. when you're on his team, you're family-I respect him but I can't deal with that-SWING YA DOOFUS! SWING!

I held my bat close and swung hard, it's perfect, it'll go right into the perfect place.. everything will be perfect.. nope I did it wrong but- RUN WHY AM I RUNNING AGAIN?! Oh yeah.. this is baseball.. oh well.. WAIT HOME RUN?? YES! I THINK? I STILL DONT GET THESE RULES?!?

Benny walked up to me, I could feel the way his hand would feel on my shoulder before he even looked me in the eye.. and I was right.. it felt the same way..

I wish I could think everything was perfect.. I wish.. I wish for a lot of shit but.. I don't have a logical argument..

I smiled at everyone, a few weren't happy about the fact there was a girl on their team but the others were ecstatic that they had such a good-good player? I'm a good player?.. I'm a good player.. no I'm actually terrible.. but they THINK I'm a good player

Ham glared at me, he was still suspicious of me for some reason.. what did I do to him??

They think I'm a good player! Yes wait-
Benny, "I have to admit.. that was amazing!"

No way I'm getting butterflies from him-HE CALLED ME AMAZING YES

I smiled at him, my heart was fluttering when he raised my hand up-he's holding my hand, is this a delusion?- like I had just won a boxing match

Benny, "can we hang out after practice?"

I nodded, those words are going to give me a heart attack

Author note
Hi, I'm glad if you made it this far and you are most likely the first (and last) one! I'm fine with that! Have a great night (I know you're reading this between the hours of 1-6 am)