My Daily Dairy Life

Myself

[In my room]

if only I jumped from the building 2 years ago maybe i don't feel this pain anymore .
Everything that happened now is all my fault why should i stay alive if this is going to happen to me?
Ahh! i forgot this was the punishment that i deserve but this is not enough then maybe i should do more then this... my body is already full with scar what punishment i must do now?!

Hang yourself
cut your veins
Die die die it's your fault!
you don't deserve to be alive!