I was 6-8 years ago and that indecent still fresh in my memory. That was the time when i was start to do self-harm and the time when i was tried to commit suicide.
When i was a kid i have a happy family when we always played together and have family time together,but now everyday feel just like the world hell... why??
It's make me start not to believe my family,friends or myself. When it's starting?? I don't know either. It's make everything horrible, my brother hate me and my other brother start to became strict more than my dad. I feel like a maid or hooker or slave! I don't know all I know is I want to die I want done from this world. Many people said just leave your family. But my family will keep call me or find me and start to ask plenty questions until one of us will cry like crazy people. All they gonna ask is "WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY" even you tell the reason it's asking why. Either I must leave or I death that the solution I can think right now.I have a day when we all start play an act to our big family it's when we have an event so we put a mask at our face and have a normal family.......
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