One beautiful day, a new start, a new beginning starts. A life for me you could say. My name is Suzu (meaning bell) Takako (meaning noble child) but everyone calls me Amari or should I say used to. They betrayed me they left me all alone I can never trust anyone ever again even if I wanted to they would betray me. I wish there was someone I this world who would except me the real me not the fake me.
Everyone, hates me that's why I'm transferring to my new high school. My mother says it's all the past I still can't trust anyone! They will end up hating me all over again the cycle of hatred never ends! I always though people would except me but I was wrong.
Whenever, I try making friends it always ends up someone betraying me. When, I'm alone I can only trust myself and no one else because as I said they will betray you! But, hopefully in this school I won't be betrayed hopefully. When, I went to the teachers office my teacher Miss Maria was kind and when all the people in the class were here she let me introduce myself.
"Hi my name is Suzu Takako but, you can call me Suzu."
Then suddenly, a boy came in and he got shouted by the teacher for him to sit down what the heck! He comes late and doesn't even say sorry that asshole he is so fucking annoying but, I got to admit he is super hot. He has silky black hair and ruby red eyes.
Even though, he looked cool I especially don't trust these kinds of guys because they trick girls and throw them like trash. I believe that but others don't almost 999.99% of the girls in the school believe that hit boys won't do that. They are bitches they don't understand life. You can't love someone and keep them forever you have to let them go someday. No matter what!
I hate everyone I don't need friends, I don't need a lover, I only need to graduate from school get a job and live happily that's all. I know I'm dumb for believing in that I say but... I can not believe that I can have friends all I need is myself. I don't have a family and people hate me because I'm heartless. The teachee looked for a spare seat it was next to that jerk apparently his name is Haru (meaning Spring!)
After class, I got asked by the teacher to take some documents for the next class and ugh... I'm so annoyed just because I'm always alone and don't have plans! While, I was walking to give the the teacher named Miss Miyoka a boy hit a ball at me apparently he is in the same class as me.
I shouted, "OW that hurt watch it asshole what the fuck at least apologie!"
I was so annoyed he looked at me he had brown soft hair and beautiful purple eyes. I glared daggers at him and standed up and quietly contunied to walk peacefully. I saw girls glaring at me he is probably popular I heard he is a bad boy with that other boy Haru but, Haru has a girlfriend so the girls can't target him.
I hate bitches like these girls they puss me off. They act as if they are all smart and know everything when the don't haha they annoy me too much well fuck them. I hate that boy apparently his name is Toshi (meaning wise) he is pretty cute but cool, he is talk and handsome. No wonder, all the girls have fallen for him buy those girls are idiots!
The bell rang and guess what? I was first in class in the Sience lab I didn't have a partner so I got partnered up with the worst person Toshi. Neither, did he have a partner I'm so annoyed I only worked by myself I did not even look at him well I did steal a few glances. He kept looking at me like he have seen an alien I hate these kinds of people I actually hate all kinds of people.
Toshi asked, "HEY! Why aren't you talking to ME? "
I looked at him but I did not reply he must think I'm weird but, I don't care I live on my own I only talk to myself and the teachers! That's best for me. I can still remember what my friends well I thought they were my friends did to me!
~Flashback~
I forgot something in the class and I say my only two friends talking with each other and I heard,"OMG I only like Suzu because I can pity her hahahahaha!"
Then, I heard my other friend say,"Yeah I agree with Her! "
I was shocked then. And so I stopped trusting even the boys felt the same and so did the boy I liked I hate them all I wish they didn't EXIST!
~End of Flashback~
Just thinking about it makes me sick! All the people in this world try to be kind but they always pity you in anyway that us why I hate the all. When, school ended u directly went home and made sure I took everything I needed!
