Opening Up is my mental struggle,
My heart is torn and mind broken,
My lungs are choking,
My body is barely copping,
My solitary truth unwinding slowly.
This dream is a mythical lie,
Even if I open it's only scars they shall find,
Even when my Girlfriend Tries,
I still attempt to hide I'm scared,
I'm scared of her thoughts, her realisation.
I Will never be the same,
I Will never repair these wounds,
I Will only make a temporary fix,
Until I open and face my fear,
She Helps me supports me, she Mends me.
