I was currently in Cameron's room laying on my back with him beside me. I cannot believe what I just did. Well at least I'll have something to tell Ally on Monday.
"So uh.. About that thing that just happened." Cameron said awkwardly. "Yeah about that." I said. He shifted so he was on his side facing me. I turned to face him too. "We could uh do it again." He said.
"But like more than that." He added. My eyes widened and the I smiled. "Sure." I said. He scratched then back of his neck. "But I don't wanna take your.. You know." I laughed a bit. "I know."
"It should be special for you." He said. "Oh well." I said. "What if my mom found out. She'd probably kill us both." I said. "She has business trips every weekend right? So we can just do it then, but like when the workers aren't around." I nodded.
"Let's lay down some rules. I have two." He said. I nodded. "Okay rule one is that you cannot -well we cannot tell anyone about what we're doing. And two is that we cannot under any circumstances fall in love with each other or develop feelings greater than liking each other."
My eyes wandered for a second. "Okay." I said focusing back on him. He pecked my lips and smiled at me. "Wait what if a worker were to walk in on us?" I asked.
"That won't happen. They knock before they enter." He said. I nodded. "Okay." I can't believe I'm going through with this, I mean he's my moms fiancé, my basically almost step dad.
"Cameron are you sure you wanna go through with this?" I asked him. He furrowed his brows and put one if his hands in my thighs. He lightly squeezed it and smiled at me. He used both hand to spread my legs apart and got in between them. He lenaed down and kissed my neck all over.
He reached one hand under my shirt, then under my bra a squeezed my breast. I held my moans by clenching my jaw. He looked up at me. "Does that answer your question?" I nodded quickly.
"Wanna sleep in here or?" He asked turning the lights off. "I guess I'll sleep in here." I said getting under the covers.
"Are you even tired?" He asked joining me. "Nope. You?" I asked. "Nope." He said. "So let's talk." I said. "Okay. Let's get to know each other." He said.
"Sure. We'll ask each other questions" I said. "Kay. Why aren't you allowed near your father?" Cameron asked. I took a deep breath. "Because." I said. "Because what?" He asked.
"Only two people in this world know this. My mom, of course, and Ally. So don't say anything." I ssid. "Okay." He said quietly. "Okay well when I was like ten or something or maybe younger I don't know, uhm my mom had full custody of my, but would occasionally let me see my dad on weekends. And one Friday after school he picked me up, apparently he wasnt supposed to. And he left with me and basically he kidnapped me for like a week. I mean it was on the news and everything. We were like on the run. Half of the time I didn't even know what was going on."
Cameron just coughed. "So where is he now?" I shifted. "Jail or something. Maybe he's out boe. I don't nno I'm not allowed near him." I said.
I felt Cameron's hand move around the bed and find me. He laced our fingers and pulled me closer to him. "You smell good." He said. "Its called I shower." I said laughing. I out my head in the crook of his neck.
He smelt nice too. This was so weird. I can't even imagine my mom finding out about this, holy fuck. It's okay rignt? I mean Cameron said she wouldn't find out.
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This chapter was probably short annnnnd borning. Don't worry I'll have a better one tmrw