"That's what I hate about bisexual people, they are so intense"
I stared at him... I didn't say a word.
"Maybe your mother doesn't like it cause you are so damn obsessed, and I do support her, I'm not homophobic but I really disgust your actions, people. You love her & you would do anything for her, that is sick dude.
And you know that. You could kill for her.
Would you?"
I didn't answer yet, I didn't like what he was telling me, but it was nothing else but true.
"Answer me.
You would do that, right?"
I was ashamed of my feelings, I was ashamed cause I knew my love was just as wide and as wild as the ocean waves crashing in to rocks in midnight while the wind was violent and strong.
"Yes, I probably would kill for her, if I had to."
He sighed...
"You are wrong, & you have to obey your mother. That girl is no good."
And oh god. Maybe my life would be much easier if that day I would listened to my friend.
Her name was Eduardo, & that theme came up to cause he was giving me love advices. Cause I was broken. I was hurt & she had leave me. But I loved her. Even though she had killed any illusion inside of me.
That was 3 years ago.
I'm still broken, even more than back that day. And I still loving her with every part of me.
