That happened in 2012. I was in junior high. I was only 14.
It's hard to have a relation in wich everyone knows how hurtful can be, in wich everyone knows all the fights you have had & all the times you have cried.
I can't say they are wrong.
But I can say, that they don't know.
They know the bad things, but they will never have an idea of how that girl can make me jump and cry full of happiness. They don't know what I feel when she hugs me, or the explotion of stars inside of me when her lips touch mine.
My mom doesn't like her.
And her mom doesn't like me.
I hate most of his friends, partly cause I'm a sick jealous girl with trust issues, and partly cause she had lie to me for them a lot of times.
And her friends hate me too, cause they have seen her crying for me very much & cause they know I dislike them.
At least recipocracity exist between us.
And my friends... Well, I don't have friends.
I have lost them all, because of her.
Some of them got mad at me for loving her above them, & cause it's obvious I rather being with her than with all of them...
& the other ones... Well, I decided I didn't want that kind of shitty people in my life. Cause they have liked my girl, & they even had kissed her.
It's strange, how I could hate them for doing that, but the one who started it all was her.
But I can't hate her.
