My heart, the one that makes me alive. He's unable to love, and I've tried too hard to fulfill my desire to love somebody fully. From just people who had a secret love put on me, to people who didn't even resemble my expectations.
I've never loved nobody because nobody can make my heart beat again. It happened one time, but it shattered into pieces, pieces of disgrace. Hurtful pieces that always stab my heart each time I remember them on the floor.
I am unable to love, even though I have a partner, he doesn't know that I'm unable to feel romantic love... My heartbeat just is not made for it. "I shall only beat for living," probably says my heart.
He's not giving me any other option than feel my cold hands freeze even more and more, still waiting for someone that makes me feel romantic love genuinely and holds my hand saying,"I'm here, and you will never be alone again..."
