Me and Marcus been together a month and a half now and I was excited about going to meet his family. They stayed in Jacksonville about 3 hours from Greensboro and Dishon, Marcus and I were driving down there today.
Once we got there I met his mother Mama V, She was Nice very blunt but very nice. "How long yall staying" she asked marcus "Until tomorrow I guess" marcus replied. "Alright by me" she replied. "Shai these my sisters Sade, Esha, and Rena" Marcus introduced us. Sade was chocolate, Slim with a nice ass for her size, she had full lips and she stood about 5'4 she was really pretty and really drunk from the hennesy she had in her hand. Esha was thicker than Sade, She was bout 5'5 She had a small gut and a fat ass. She was pretty too. Rena was about 5'5 she had a flat stomach, wide hips and a huge ass Like a buffy the body ass, she seemed kind of mean but cute. I wondered if they had different dads cause they all looked so different. "Yall tryna go out tonight" sade asked Marcus instantly looked at me, "Idk I gotta talk to her" he answered her. Dishon must've been feeling Marcus's sisters and yes I mean all of them cause he was looking at them all like Meals and his ass was hungry. I giggled at the thought and i guess he read my mind cause he giggled too. We had a good time dancing and drinking. "Bae lets turn in im fucked up" marcus slurred. I shook my head agreeing. "We staying at Esha house" he said blankly. We pulled up and went inside. Dishon rode with Marcus's sister Rena so I was guessing he'd meet up with us later. Marcus Held me close to him extra tight. "Bae why you squeezing me so tight" I asked him "Im sorry" he said letting his grip lose. "Lets move here" he said. "How bae, where we gonna stay and what about my kids" I questioned him. "If I figure it out will you, we can start a life here way easier than in greensboro its nothing there for us" he said sounding convincing. "I dont know Marcus Ill have to think about it" I said. He pulled me closer "i dont wanna lose you shai" he said sounding sincere. "you wont" i replied and fell asleep. The next morning I couldnt stop thinking about the conversation marcus and I had the night before, He must have been homesick but I wasnt sure about moving, Although I felt safe with Marcus i was uncomfortable at the thought right now. I had jus found out I was pregnant, I was only 5 weeks and I hadnt told Marcus yet. We been fucking like jackrabbits but im just not sure im ready for a child so soon. I hope he takes it well cause I aint keeping it
"Who you Think you are God or some shit? Since when do You determine who lives and who dont" marcus yelled at me pissed off. I told him about the baby and that I didnt plan on keeping it and he wasnt happy at all.
"Marcus we not ready, we need to get on our feet better first" I said trying to explain.
"Shai if you wanna kill my baby thats cool do whateva you want" He said walking out and slamming the door, We been home 1 damn day and we been fussing since we left jacksonville.
I told him I would move there with him we were goin to stay at his moms until we got our own place. I felt like this wasnt a good idea and deep down I wanted to stay but I didnt wanna disappoint him anymore then I already have. We leaving in a few days and I dont think im ready to go. Ding a Fb notification popped up on my phone from sade "I cant wait till yall come we're gonna turn the fuck up" I couldnt help but smile, atleast one of his sisters were cool, the other 2 I met must've didnt like me much cause they aint say shit else to me after Hey. "I know im excited" I replied back to her.
3 days later.....
We pulled up at Marcus's Mother house. "Baby everything gonna be okay" marcus said grabbing my hand. "Ill get Kitana for you calm down" He said. He grabbed my baby out the backseat and we walked inside together. "Whats your baby name" Ms V asked me "Kitana" I replied back. "She is very pretty, Marcus show her to your room get comfortable make yourselves at home" she said. I wondered why he still had a room at his mothers house, but I didnt ask i jus kept the thought in my head. "Baby you go try this M (molly) with me" he asked me plain as hell. "I guess" I said nervously
That M had a bitch gone!! I couldnt stop laughing and joking. Marcus had left to go out with his homebodys. "You okay" sade asked peeking in the door. "Yea im jus bored and kinda lonely" i replied. "Come out here and talk with us" she offered "Okay" I accepted. I found out they lived in greensboro and we knew alot of the same people. Ding a text from Breeze appeared on my phone "baby i miss you call me" It read, I figured him and his girl was fussing and he needed a place to go "im not your baby" I replied trying to be an asshole. He must have caught my vibe because he didnt respond.
I feel so lonely in jacksonville, Im homesick as hell and Its only been 2 weeks, Marcus leaves me here at his mothers house almost every damn day by myself and a couple nights he didnt even come home, We've gotten into a couple arguements and everytime da nigga kicks me out like I have somewhere else I can go. Even though He changes up and tells me to stay da shit still bothers me. But tonight his sisters are taking me out and im excited as hell. Not even to go out, Just to have somebody to hangout with and talk too. We drove my car It was Sade, Esha, One of Sades friends and I. I brought this Black Fitted Rose dress with some Nude Pumps. The Dress made my figure POP TF OUT. Sade wore a blue fitted dress with black heels, Esha had on a Black one piece shirt with a orange tight pencil skirt and some sexy ass orange pumps. We all looked good as hell. We Rode around goofing off before we decided to go to a bar and since Esha and I were already drunk I let sade drive us around. Unaware that marcus was following us well me the whole night. Anyway we pulled up to the bar drunk af and turned tf up. I took a seat at the closest table I could find because I was jus too drunk to function. Marcus pulled up behind us and Im guessing he sat outside for a few before coming inside because it was atleast 20 mins before i seen him walk into the bar. "Man come on you needa go home" marcus said snatching me up by my arm practically dragging me out the bar and to thd car. "Aint you posed to be pregnant" he yelled grabbing me by the throat. "Look atcho dumb ass drunk as hell you must really dont wanna have my baby" he yelled in my face still choking me. I was so drunk I couldnt even fight back. "You taking yo ass home Tomorrow stupid bitch you think you cute out here with no fuckin panties on like a damn hoe" He yelled. His words made my heart drop, I had never heard him talk to me like this. "I took my panties off cause I threw up and pissed myself" I tried to explain. He just looked at me and backhanded me so hard I thought my neck would break. My face stung so bad and I couldnt believe he would do this to me. "Bitch I hate you" I spat at me. Those 4 words hit me like a train. I laid in the bed and cried myself to sleep. The next morning I felt marcus pull my dress up. He played with my pussy hard and rough, and despite my mind, my body responded to his touch. He slid in from the side (scoop) and went to work. "This what you wanted I stg This my last time fuckin you" he wispered in my ear.My body froze cause for some reason I didnt wanna lose him. He grabbed a handful of my hair and pounded me so hard my coochie was throbbin I tried to shimmy away and everytime he'd go deeper and harder "Marcus please stop" I begged him crying "Nah this what you wanted so take it" He said angrily. I reached back to push him he just slapped my hand away "Dont fuckin touch me take this shit" he yelled. All I could do was cry and apologize. He Nutted inside me got up and walked out the room, leaving me alone.
2weeks later......
Me and Sade had became close af, I felt like I could trust her. Dishon, Toi, Brit and C4 were otw down here and a Bitch was hella excited. Trice was coming too and I really hoped her and Brit didnt bump heads. "I ran outside and squeezed Trice when she pulled up. She had gotten here before Dishon and them. "wassup girly" She said hugging me back. "I missed you" i yelled happy to see her. "I missed you too, I cant believe yo ass didnt listen to me about marcus, Are you okay here with him alone" she asked concerned "Yes girl im good" i said trying to convince her, but by the way she was looking she wasnt buying it. "Hows the baby" I asked trying to change the subject. "I had a Abortion I wasnt ready and I damn sure aint want no lying cheating ass nigga for a babydaddy" she said nonchalantly. I decided not to tell anybody I was pregnant yet, Only people knew was Sade, Marcus and Myself and I preferred it that way for now. "Sade" I yelled for her to come meet trice. She walked out looking cute with her romper on. "Trice this is Sade, Marcus sister and my bestfriend down here" I said introducing them "Its nice to meet you, I like your fronts where you get them from" sade asked "New York Jewlery" Trice Answered. "We should go have drinks Dishon and them wont be here for two more hours" i offered "Thats cool but who is that" Trice asked talking about Q, Marcus's Brother. He was Brown skinned, He had deep waves with a low cut, He stood about 5'9 roughly. "Thats my Brother" Sade replied. "Damn he fine" Trice said never taking her eyes off Q. We pulled up to scores for drinks. Marcus was at work and I was glad he'd kick my pregnant ass if he knew I was here. Even though I wasnt showing yet He didnt let me go out much anymore. We Walked in the bar, It was saturday but it was empty cause it was still early. I ordered a Sex on the beach something that wasnt too strong, Trice ordered A double Shot of henny, And so did Sade. I couldnt drink brown but these were two brown drinkin bitches if I aint never met none before. We all sat and Talked and had a good time for about a hour until I realized Dishon would be pulling up soon and I didnt wanna have them waiting. We got back to the house, Dishon pulled up shortly after with a Truck full, I guess everybody rode together to save gas.We all greeted and I introduced everybody to esha and sade. Sade was cool af and esha was too! We all decided that we were goin out Tonight, I just hoped marcus didnt act a fool, I hoped Brit n Trice could remain Cordial, I just hoped everybody could have a good time without no drama and no fighting.............Lord
