Y/n's pov
"Y/n would you put that shit out. For the love of god you go on in 10 minutes, I'm sure your fans would love to not see you high for once. Lets actually make that a goal for this tour please play one show actually fully sober." Claire sighs rubbing her temples. I took another hit from my blunt before tilting my head back blowing the smoke into the air. I could feel the slight buzz starting to wash over me making me smile as my thoughts started to slow and my feelings began to numb. I passed the blunt off to my guitarist Cody who gladly snatched it out of my hand making me chuckle.
"I'm at my best when I'm high Claire" I shrugged standing up taking the shot that was laid out on the table.
"I don't think anybody would agree with you about that Y/n"
"Aw stop being a bummer it's just a little weed. I think Y/n is great when she's got a little in her system" Cody says taking a hit.
"Of course you would say that, you're just like her Cody and that's not a good thing either. Anyways a little weed turns into a lot of weed then you mix it with alcohol and I don't think you want me to continue what happens from there Y/n" Claire crossed her arms
"Yeah, yeah I turn into a shitty person I get it. I hate to you Claire but that's who I am"
"But it's not and I know it's not. You used to be-"
"The person I used to be is dead Claire. She died a long time ago." I say looking her dead in the eyes signaling that the conversation was over. I open the door of my dressing room walking down the hallway to the lift that would bring me to the stage.
"Hey Y/n we're going to the club later tonight right? I've got more of the good shit" Cody chuckled waving a small white bag by my face causing me to glance at him.
"I-"
"No she won't be, she has a photo shoot for Calvin Klein tomorrow in the morning" Claire interrupted
"It'll be fine Claire I'll just go for drinks. Cody no hard shit tonight okay" I look over at him as he frowned
"Boo you're no fun but more for me I guess"
Cody and I made our way over to the techs so they could get our ears in before we made our way to the lift.
"Ready L/n?" Cody asks with a smirk
"I'd be more ready if I finished that blunt" I chuckle as the lift rises
"Well you better get your lovable ass ready!" he yells over the crowd as their screams became louder. The bright lights shine down on me as I walk up to the mic taking a deep breath.
"LA HOW YOU DOING TONIGHT!"
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I let out a groan as I heard mumbled words being said along with someone violently shaking me. Whoever it was stopped but minutes later I was being covered in freezing cold liquid.
"FUCK!" I sat up quickly glaring at the culprit who happened to be Claire. "What the fuck was that for!"
"You weren't getting up and you need to start getting ready to go to your Calvin Klein shoot. Get up" She walked over to the chair in my room sitting down as I flopped back down with a groan.
"Ughhh I hate you sometimes you know" I mumble
"Yeah yeah love you too you asshole now get up we can't be late...again."
"I mean does it matter? It's just me shooting anyways."
"Actually it does matter because you're doing the shoot with someone else and it would be rude to keep everyone waiting." Claire says scrolling through her phone as I made my way to the bathroom.
"Who with?" I raised a brow while I put toothpaste on my brush.
"I can't remember I think some K-pop idol"
"K-pop?" I mumble out while brushing my teeth
"Yeah I think it means Korean popular music? I don't know too much about it myself and I know you don't know anything about it miss country rap gal" she chuckles making me flip her off as I spit the toothpaste out.
"Right well whatever, anyways i'm taking a shower so get out" I take off my shirt throwing it at her.
"Whatever loser you act like you haven't seen me naked and vise versa. But please be quick we do have to leave soon" she says and I wave her off. I do take a quick shower and get ready before meeting her in the living room of my apartment here in LA.
"All right I'm ready"
"Wow you actually listened to me for once lets go" We get into the car as Claire begins to drive to the photoshoot location. After about half an hour we arrived and I climb out of the car only to be meet with flashing lights which annoyed me. We enter the building and I soon met the director of the shoot and the photographer.
"All right Y/n you'll be doing this shoot today with a partner as i'm sure you already know"
"Uh yeah just not sure who exactly" I say not really looking at him as I scanned the set behind him
"Actually she's coming this way now" he says as I shift my attention to the short girl coming our way. Her black hair swayed behind her slightly as her cat like eyes met mine I bit my lip instantly feeling some tension between us.
"There you are Jennie this is Y/n, the one you'll be shooting with today." the director introduced briefly as the short girl turned to me with a small smirk ghosting her lips.
"Hi i'm Jennie Kim" she stuck her hand out and I took it in mine slightly surprised at how soft it was.
"Y/n L/n. It's nice to meet you Jennie"
"I've heard a lot about you Y/n"
"I hope all good things" I chuckled as she did as well
"Hmm I'd call it a mixed review but maybe a bit more negative" she smirks making me raise a brow. She was bold, most people you just met would just answer 'yes' as a polite thing to do but she didn't hesitate to say that.
"Bold, I like that"
"All right you two let's get you into the first outfit for the day" the director ushered us into our clothes. We take a few pictures before changing into the next set.
"All right now Y/n place your right hand on Jennie's hip and I want you two facing each other. Now Jennie place your left hand on Y/n's shoulder and wrap your right arm around her other shoulder and place your right hand on the back of her head." The director says as we get into position. As this shoot has gone on the poses have become more intimate and Jennie has been leaving lingering touches and I've been flirting. To say the sexual tension is high was an understatement.
"All right you two this is going to be the last spot of the shoot, you both have done great so far! Now Jennie lay down on the bed and Y/n you're going to lay on top of her and place your hand on her waist again. Jennie use your right arm and wrap it loosely around Y/n and tilt your head to the right and upward to expose your neck." I stop listening to the director when I felt Jennie 'accidentally' shift her thigh around on my member making me suck in a breath. I look at her as she meets me with an innocent look.
"Oops" she whispered
"Oops my ass Kim. You knew what you were doing"
"I may have read somewhere that you were intersex...just wanted to see if it was true"
"Well I assure you it's true. Now why are you so curious?" I smirked leaning closer until a voice rang out.
"Perfect we got the shot you two! Go ahead and change back to your other clothes." The director said walking over to the monitor where they were editing pictures. I go to get up when Jennie stops me.
"I think we should get out of here" she whispers making me smirk.
"I couldn't agree more"
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Hey y'all so here's the first chapter of the book! I'm excited to write this book so I hope you all will be excited to read it. So we already see that Y/n and Jennie are getting to know each other, what will this lead to? As always don't forget to comment and vote! I LOVE YALLLL!!
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