Till death do us part

Round up

3 years earlier

The last few years had been crazy, the boys really loved their dream lives. They really did an amazing job I've said it before and I'll say it again I'm so so so proud of these boys.

They achieved al lot in the last 5 years, they made 3 new albums with absolute bangers and they had a a few more tours were the venues became bigger and bigger. They still had the same chemistry as when they begun, that's really rare and I think they should cherish it every moment. They still love the fans the same way because sometimes artists forget that some people pay their bills in the end but the guys kept their charisma to their fans, they still reposted fanart on their stories, they still took pictures with their fans and most importantly they kept in tough with their fans during the shows.

Also a lot has happened between me and Bojan. We moved to a bigger house just outside the center of Ljubljana. but I'll come back to that later. We married last summer, it was a beautiful wedding with family and friends, all the guys cried during it but I swore I wouldn't tell anyone. I had a beautiful long dress with long laced sleeves and the dress was exactly the right length, you still could see my heels. My makeup was done so beautifully. I couldn't keep it dry at one moment. The ceremony was really good and I had the best day of my life.

Bojan asked me to merry him around a year ago, after tour we wanted to go on our dream vacation. We decided that last year really was the year to go to Tokyo. We had planned it for months and it was the only thing we talked about we were so exited. But Bojan was always calling someone and he was on his phone all the time, I didn't think much of it because you know he is famous and shit and has a lot to take care of. When we were at the airport and we had our luggage checked Bojan insisted of going first and he told an old lady to go after him. Then I thought it was out of his caring heart but later I found out he did that so I couldn't see the box were the ring was in.

When we arrived in Tokyo we were all yet lagged so we didn't do much the first 2 days but we had 6 more amazing days to come so it didn't matter. On the last evening we were there he took me to this really romantic restaurant and after that we went for a walk in the beautiful city, when we walked the streets of Tokyo he suddenly stopped me. We were at this beautiful park and you could see all the lights from the big buildings. He grabbed my hands and softly kissed them and the he let go of my right hand and after that he went on one knee. I was so shocked when the words "will you marry me" came out of his mouth and of course said yes. I thousand times even. After that he took me to the beautiful city center and we walked the whole night we both had the biggest smile ever in our faces. Tokyo was gonna be one of the most special places I've visited in my life.

Back home we we told everyone about it, well a lot of people knew because Bojan told a lot of people beforehand. It would've been awkward if I had said no but I think everyone thought that I wouldn't and they were right.

Around a few weeks later I was late on my period but I didn't thought anything of it at all but then I got nauseous a few mornings and then I knew what was wrong, I called my best friend first because I had no idea if it would be true and I first needed to know that before I told Bojan. She came with different brands and kind of tests like the one were you can see how many weeks and just the normal once. I first did the normal one. I was so scared but excited. I had to wait 5 FACKING minutes, it were the longest 5 minutes of my life. After 5 minutes I asked Zala to look for me. After she went to the bathroom I began to stress because this moment could change my life forever. She came back but I couldn't read her face damit why is she so good with a poker face it only made me more and more nervous. Lana.... She began.... You're pregnant.... "WHAT" I yelled and I began to cry out of happiness. But I also was scared because I had to tell Bojan and I don't know what he is gonna think of it.... We had talked about kids for a while now but I was scared that he wouldn't find this time right. I was scared that he wanted to focus more on his career.

Bojan was sitting on the couch watching some random show. I sat next to him and I dropped it immediately because if I first would talk around it I would've been to scared. "So I have to tell you something" I began and I began to cry. " what is it love?" He had asked me " I.... I.... I... I am pregnant" I said in between sniffs. " omg no way I'm gonna be a father" he said exited. "Oh my god I'm so happy right now" he said and he pulled me in a hug and kissed me. " I'm so happy right now" he told me " I'm happy with my lovely wife, my band and now with my future kid" I'm the luckiest" he said and I began to cry more. That whole evening we talked about it and than the realization came. This apartment is to small for 3 people.... So we had to move we looked at houses online but we couldn't find anything at fist but we had 9 more months to find a new place. Remember me telling we moved a bit earlier? Well this was the reason why.

A/n
Merry Krismas everyone I wish you all the best during the holidays

Lots of love
Me🫶🏻