The crooked love-life of Hwang Hyunjin where he completely loses all sense of love but seems to find it again in a new person, suddenly, all over again.
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Another day.
I hope he at least keeps it low this time and comes a bit earlier than usual. Not like he can really keep up with what I ask him. Previously when he blew up, we had a noise complaint. Our neighbours are very bad homophobes, over that.
It was always like that, the days he'd come home late, either drunk or not, he'd still put up a commotion yelling how annoying I can be at times. Though I may be a handful at times but it's not such a serious case. All I ask for is his attention as a partner and he can't do that for me.
Sometimes I really wonder if it's my fault. We weren't always like this and still aren't. There are some rare nice times when we are tangled up in each other. When our thoughts and hearts merge for hours. But that's only sometimes.
I wish things weren't like that.
We were never like this.
I get up from my laptop at the sound of the door bell ringing. I wonder who it could be at such a time.
"Mom? Dad?" I stare at the door, eyes brimming up at the sight of my very own parents at the front door of my apartment.
I run into their embrace, pulling them into a bone crashing hug. I nuzzle my face into my dad's chest sobbing tears of ecstasy, wetting his shirt in the process.
"Jinnie! Don't cry now" My Dad speaks, bringing my head up to face his. "Is this how you welcome us?"
I take in their beautiful smiles, wondering to myself, For what did I even leave home?
"Where's Minsun?" I ask them the whereabouts of my younger sister.
"She has school, remember?" My mom answers .
"Aw, I wanted to meet her too"
"Next time, son" She says, following me as I lead them both to the living room.
Our conversation goes on for hours over what happened in our lives and all the stuff going on. I partially lie about most of the stuff, I just can't tell my parents I have boyfriend; moreover one who fights with me every night.
I think they will be happy to hear I have someone in my life. But just not a guy. I think they'll be upset, but they'll understand.
During our conversation, I even take them to my room taking about and showing them the various things I did after moving here. I emphasized on my hobby I cultivated; Painting. My mom was more than joyful at the sight of my paintings. She was on cloud nine and I was pleased it was because of me.
It was when mid-conversation we heard a knock on the door. I was terrified of opening it. I was sure it would be him. I never had guests.
"Stay here, I'll go check the door" I tell them, going to open the door to a completely drunk Minho, again.
"Hey, baby" I bring him in, caressing his face gently. "Please stay quite today. For me" I said placing my forehead on his.
"Don't tell me what to do" He retorts, pushing me back harshly.
"Minho hyung please"
"Why, huh?" He asks, mockingly. "Is someone home? Is it someone you want to fuck?" He growls, noticing glasses of water, throwing his bag to a corner of the room.
"Hyung please stop" I try yelling, indicating my desparacy. "Please don't do this today"
"Really Hyunjin? Who is it that's better than me?" He questions even angrily than before. "That even makes me wonder how long you have-"
"Hyunjin what is going on?" My dad cautiously comes out of the room he was in with my mom.
"Dad-"
"I heard you yell. Who's this" My dad asks, with mom in the back.
"Uh dad, he's my roommate" I lie, trying to cover up the situation. But by the looks of it, both these men here aren't buying it.
"So you call me a roommate now, huh? Is that what I'm worth?" Minho hyung spoke up, shattering my heart. I'm not ready to come out to parents and that in this situation, absolutely not. I don't like how he acts right now. "Mr. Hwang sorry for this but please take your child away"
"Hyung" I break into tears at his words.
"No Hyunjin" Minho hyung says sternly and sober as if he wasn't just drunk a few minutes ago. "Go away. Or it's we're both that're going to be hurt. Just go-"
"Hyung what are you taking about?" I yell, sobbing hysterically about possibly every thing going around in the room.
I didn't want my relationship with my boyfriend like this, sure we aren't good at places as a couple but I wanted to try. I didn't want to come out to my parents like this. I didn't want my mom to see me cry ugly like this. Heck I didn't even think of it. But here it is.
"That's it, Hyunjin we're leaving" My dad says furiously. At first I thought they were going to leave me alone until my dad had a strong grip on my hand and dragged me to the front door with my mom.
"Dad wait-" I try stopping him, perplexed by his action. "Hyung" I called out Minho hyung only to see tears rolling down his eyes and hearing him telling me to go away from him in the worst way possible.
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