Harry Styles imagines

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HARRY POV

Me and y/n are finally running away.

Running away from my stupid management, running away from the paps, stalkers, psychos that continue to make my life a nightmare. No one knows we're here, not even the closest of friends. It's y/n and mines little secret.

It's not much, but I climb into the small boat, with a small engine to take us where we need to be. We have foods for weeks, we'll be fine. 

I hold on to y/n's soft beautiful hands and help her onto the boat. "You okay?" I ask, she smiles giddily, and kisses me on the cheek.

"I'm okay." She says.

I sit down beside her and turn on the engine.

"Harry?"

"Harry?"

"Harry!" I jump awake to the sound of her voice.

Her voice, something that was once as smooth as butter now has hoarse as ever. It sends a shiver down my spine. It reminds me that I was just dreaming of a softer her.  "Get up, it's almost nine. Get the kids to school."

I shake my head, trying to wake up, dread already take over my day. It's difficult to love someone who loves so much differently to you.

I sit up, on the edge of the bed, trying to adjust my eyes. Her rough, cool hands squeeze my shoulders. For a second, her touch calms me, but her hold becomes too harsh to be innocent. The sting is too harsh to be loving.

I get up, pulling away from her hold- it's better to not say anything than to bring it up.

People, paps, stalker, fans, everyone who has seen y/n in the press are lucky. They get to see a better, nicer her. It annoying because I will always be hers, I love her. The only people who know the real her are me and her job. Her assistant, etc. No one else knows her. She's a shell. I really love shells.

I smile at her and for a spilt second, I try to reminisce the old her. When her smile was warmer than the sun, when her touch was softer than the coats she loved to buy. But then I remembered, there's nothing left of her.

We both play pretend whilst I'm in love with a woman who is just in my head.

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Hello all!

I hope you've had a lovely Christmas to those who celebrate. 

To the ones who don't, I hope you're having a great day too!

Please remember, you're all so valid in this world and don't let one person out of 8 billion change who you want to be. You all are deserving of love and so spread your own love too. The world would be better with it than without it. There's so much hatred and war in this world so each one of you's love can go a long way.

Please check out my book Midnight Angel and New Angel- I've worked hard in them.

If not, that's all I wanted to say!

Bye!!!

Next song- Sunflower Vol.6