On Ice

,,sorry.....?,,

,,Sokai.....,,

,,Sokai....There was never anything special to my name until now....now that I'm a k-pop idol in the 8th grade.....that's why some might know me...know of me,,
,,I love one thing and one thing only.....I rejected the offer I got that would make my dream come true....because I wanted too much...I wouldn't have changed what I said though....,,
I put my pen down and closed my book
"SOKAI Get down here right!"
I put my jacket on in expedition
I smiled as I was standing in front of my mother
She smiled
I always worried about her...she'd gotten so sick after dad passed.
There wasn't really anything I could do to make her smile again yet I still try
Don't give up, don't cry....that's what I tell myself everyday
"I'm heading out now! Bye ma" I smile as I wave
And head out the door to the bus stop
Today is the 3rd week of school things have been good so far
I mean if being invisible to everyone is good then yeah things are good.
I haven't made friends
But everyone keeps staring....It's weird I bet I'll get used to it
My sister is my only friend my brother hates me right now
I guess it's good to have someone to talk to too bad I've got no one to talk to
I step on to the bus and sit in the back alone
,,again everyone is staring again,,

The middle of second period

I raised my hand to go to the bathroom
,,I usually go whenever class is getting really realllly boring..,,
As I walk out of the door I head over to the bathroom
Yet I suddenly bumped into someone
He was way shorter then me maybe 5'5 (I'm 5'10)
He was the boy that I saw win a competition at the ice skating show it was a small thing but he was an amazing skater
I wanted to be on the Ice with him more then anything that moment
"S-sorr-"
He was about to finish his sentence before I interrupted him
"Congratulations on your win"
,,I said slightly smiling at him,,
"...Thank you..." he replied
He looked a little confused, probably because he didn't know me
Maybe because the whole event wasn't like a party
Maybe-
"Congratulations on your big debut..."  he smiled as he spoke
His voice was soft and calming something I'd listen to for hours if I could
I smiled as he said that
"Thank you"
I said as I walked away to the bathroom
I should've stayed
I wanted to

THE END OF THE SCHOOL DAY IS NOW HERE
They are packing up to leave

As I packed my bags and put my other shoes on I began to walk to the busses.
then Again I saw him
I wanted to say something
But I didn't...
He was in one of my classes...I might get the chance to talk to him again.
I walked onto my bus and sat down alone
looking out the window.