I remember these days so clearly... almost like they were yesterday. The days where we enjoyed life, not a care in the world, no worries, no stress, and the most pain you went through would be not getting something you want. Oh how it changes so much, so quickly. The easy years 1-12, then everything after is when we start slowly crushing under the weight of the world. Some have it worse than others but everyone hurts... its just life... all the stress builds up, you feel unloved, ugly, worthless. Then the ones who don't understand make fun and that hurts even more. We learn what its like to get your heart broken by someone we believe is our universe. It all just hurts... and the worse part is... when it starts really hurting, we're just kids. And most of us today cut just to escape the pain and take our minds off reality. Its horrible... if only we could understand how we arent ugly, worthless, nor unloved... we are all beautiful...
