MAFIA QUEEN 👑

I CHOOSE YOU

The Next Morning

  Jennie opened her eyes and blinked two times to have a clear view of the clock, after seeing it's already 8 she slowly tried to get away from Tae's grip not wanting to woke her husband up this early, after alots of struggle Jennie finally successed in getting away from tae tight grip on his waist, and got up wearing tae's shirt which is always too big for her but she likes to wear it as tae's shirt has his smell on it the favourite smell of Jennie, After covering taehyung with the blanket she left downstairs for making breakfast...

   After coming down Jennie went to kitchen and took out the ingredients she needs for breakfast

Jennie's pov: I know you guys must be curious to know how me and him end up together *smile* Well it was me who fall for him at first, I still remember the time I met him it was 3 years before I was at my company and he come there for delivery food for the staff.

   he looked so attractive that my heart skipped a bit by seeing his charm, and I just want to know him more and more, I used to follow him around alot also order from there almost everyday just so I can see him from afar.

     He actually never saw me even he went to my company plenty of times as no one is allowed in my cabin or anywhere near it but I could see him whenever he comes from my window, he would always look so handsome that I just wanna bite on him *giggle*

   he would always have a smile on his face that smile really attracted me and made me curious as well. you know from my childhood smiling was the last thing I wanted to do it was never in my list it's not like I don't want to smile it was just like nobody teach me how to smile.

    I was trained from my childhood to become ruthless heartless and emotionless and I did become one the way they teach me, I experienced everything starting to fear, pain, everything but happiness that I never experienced I never smiled from my childhood nobody saw my smile not even my parents *sigh*

   it was hard to become something someone's wants me to be but now that I become like that I really can't even try to be something else, Not being able to show your emotions is the worst situation you can be in everything seems suffocating even you don't having a reaction on your face but the inside feels awful doesn't matter how badly you are used to being like that but the feeling of awfulness never fade away

  The people around me were like me maybe some were scared to smile in front of me and others maybe didn't have a reason to smile at a child like me *sigh* That's was the one of the reason tae's that boxy smile and showing his emotions so carefreely used to make me curious like why he smile so much
How can he show his emotions so carefreely what does he have that he get this much gut to show his emotions and smile without any kind of discomfort on his face

    For a woman like me it was something to be curious in and that curiosity make me follow him around to see what he has that gives him that strength to be the way he was, and to my disappointment I got nothing special actually he was just a ordinary guy with a weird heart in my opinion *chuckle* yes that was I used to call it his kind heart I found it a weird heart.

    And after observing him a little I got to know something about him which I used to think what he got by doing those things like help a grandma to cross the road without her knowing so she won't feel like she can't do it herself, giving his own food to a street dog just because he licked his shoes not only that there is more he would be always helping others without letting them know and sometimes when they wants to give him something for the help he did he would always refuse politely I would wonder why he is like that

    What does he get by being like that later I got to know what he got *sigh* he got emotions from others blessings and a smile for being as gentle as he is, he is person I wanted to know not for falling in love but just to know is he pretend or actually is that selfless but again for my disappointment he proved me wrong by showing on my face that he doesn't pretend he just grown up as a gentle and kind human, I took job in the same restaurant he works, even acted as a poor in front of him just to see how does he react.