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Handwritten letters for Satoru.
Reminiscing of times between the greatest and yourself.
Reflection of emotions and memories you both shared at some point.
Bittersweet.
Anger.
Trust.
Manipulation.
Love.
Friendship.
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I was looking at the stars tonight. Although the city lights made it difficult to fully enjoy their beauty. They were still trying their hardest to out shine the city lights.
I wonder if you're watching them too right now?
Till this day, I think back to those nights when you would call me to meet you on the rooftop of the dorms. The tired look on your face you always displayed only to me. Whether it was from the constant physical strain on your body, or the weight of the responsibility you carried for being the strongest. ... There we were.
Two young friends trying to find comfort from the world we were forced to take play in. Shoulders touching. Your usual cross leg position.
Do you remember mine? It was always knees pulled up and arms hugging my legs.
Occasionally, you or me would rest our heads in each other's shoulders while watching the beautiful stars.
There were times when it all got too much for either of us, and the pressure of our field made the tears pour down. You allowed me to see the strongest in such a vulnerable state and I gave you the same permission with me. Neither you or myself would ever speak once it came to that. We understood that the silence was always the best solace we could offer each other. Words such as 'it's going to be okay,' were a lie to us sorcerers. We knew it was never okay and it never got easier over time.
Curses, clans, and curse techniques were always the forefront of our star gazing night conversations. The topic would only last for a short period. We quickly moved to more normal topics normal friends were meant to discuss. Wanting to have an escape from the hell we lived in. We pretended to be normal teens even if it was for a short time.
You always had a new dessert place you would brag about. Saying something like " it's the best place I've been to so far."
Lies. You said that about every dessert shop you tried. Truth be told, you enjoyed sweets too much.
But I guessed I loved that about you. I was always your sidekick. Constantly taking me to the shops first to try out their menu. If I approved of it that meant that the four of us would eventually go there together. I really miss those times.
I miss Suguru. I miss Leiri. I miss you. And I miss my old self.
I miss those star gazing nights with you. Getting lost in the dreamy stars that offered us a shine of hope to our lives. We were truly living in a fool's paradise, refusing to succumb to the reality we lived in, hell.
I wonder if you ever think back to those nights Satoru?
