Please Stay

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"You got a text. Someone knows. Damn Ella who did you tell? This one of your friends?

***from unknown number
Didn't know you were into older guys... don't worry Ella I'll keep yours secret.***

"No, 🙁whoever sent that is not my friend"

"Do you know what could happned? I thought you were more mature..."

As soon as he said that all I could think about was how annoyed I was. He doesn't trust me. At all. And I'm tired of having to explain my self.

When he finished talking I just looked at him.

"Are you going to say something? Do you even care?... dammit say something!"

"Are you going to shut up and listen? ...I just fucking told you that whoever sent that is not my friend and instead of trying to figure out who it is you're freaking out like a little bitch.
I didn't tell anyone about us. It says unknown number right there so what the fuck makes your dumbass think that it's my fucking friend. I don't know about you but I save my friends numbers. And I'm the immature one?"

I turned around and started walking away. As soon as reached my car he stopped me. I turned around to see him right in front of me.

"Ella please just come back inside. I know I've been kinda mad lately but please just come talk to me."

Lately? How bout all the time?

"Okay. Fine. I'll go."

I followed him back inside and to his room. I'm really tired of all this drama but I still really like him. He took off my jacket and my shorts. Its what he always does when i come over
We laid down together in silence just for a moment.

He started to kiss my kneck slowly. "You're so fucking sexy when your mad"

I was still mad but I didn't want him to stop.

He slipped his hand into my underwear. Rubbing his finger on my clit. Getting close to being inside me. Teasing me.

"Fuck, you're so wet for me right now. You want me to fuck you again don't you ella?"

I did. But i wasnt going to tell him that.

He slipped his middle finger into me and kept going in and out and it felt so good.😍

"Damn ella, you're tight as fuck."

He kept going.

"Let's see if you can fit two."

I haven't been fucked in so long.🙈 all I wanted was for him to fuck me hard and to keep fucking me until I fell asleep.

I felt his ring finger pushing into me and I was getting wetter by the second.

And then he stopped.

"You werent this tight the first time i fucked you. My whole fucking dick slipped right in after a minute."

I just looked at him. I'm not even excatly sure what he's trying to say but I think I know what he means.

It's true. I did cheat on him. The first month we've been"together" all I did was cheat. I didn't think itbwas seriouse. I thought he just wanted blow jobs.

"Before we first fucked you cheated didn't you. Multiple times right? I fucking knew it."

He didn't know anything.

"Are you seriouse right now? Here you go again accusing me of shit. I have never lied to you. Ever. Whenever you asked me a question I told you the truth. I knew you would be mad and I still told you when i had sex woth someone else. it was one time and you keep telling me that were just friends." I acted like i was mad and stared at him for a moment then got up to leave again.