Messy love

12- final goodbye

Malachis pov:

It has been a week since Kenzie has passed away we went through her stuff yesterday I now have her skate board hanging up on my door and 2 of her hoodies in my closet and more of stuff under my bed. It was the day of her Furneal And I wasn't ready to finally say goodbye. We were on the way there and we finally walked in. We were the first one there since we are her main friends and basically family. We walked into the room where her casket was and I placed the half of her matching promise ring I brought us that I never had the chance to give her. I sat down leaning on my knees playing with her hair leaning my head on her chest. This hurt so much. I known her since we were in diapers together. I said my final goodbye and I went outside sitting on the side walk crying. I sat out there till everyone said there finals goodbyes and I went back in to see her again. I gently hugged her and I waited for her uncle,my dad,and the other guys who were carrying her casket. I wasn't supposed to be allowed to carry her casket but I begged her mom and I was in the front to. I grabbed the part of the casket and we brought her to the car so we could go to the cemetery. My heart was beating so fast trying not to cry. We got to the cemetery and I walked over with her mom. I leaned my head against her mom shoulder and the man started to talk. "Are we all ready for me to send the casket down?" The man asked. "NO" I yelled I ran over to the casket laying my head against it and I whispered. "Please tell me this is a nightmare dream." I cried. My mom looked at me and shook her head no. I walked over to my mom and cried into her arms hugging her as they sent the casket down. I slowly looked over and I walked away since I couldn't take this pain anymore. On the way home I realized that it was no longer "McKenzie and Malachi." It was just "Malachi now" I felt my heart shattered. I don't know
How I am going to live life without her.

(Author note- I am finally done with the story /: I didn't have any ideas so I made the Kenzie running away and dying a part that way the story could end! But new stories coming soon I promise 😝)