Tw: (Tee hee ik uts only the first chapter sowwy :( (this will contain mentions of blood, self harm, razors, abuse andddd stuff like that :3 oh and gay) (ps. Some Ena angst for my bestie boo sister stary_starz)
It was a quiet day in the Shinonome household, Ena was walking back to her room when she heard crying coming from the bathroom. She gave a knock on the door. "Akito...? You okay?" She said, With a tone of concern in her voice.
"Ah-! Yeah! I'm.. I'm okay!" He responded in a shaky voice.
"No your not. Your crying, you're a terrible liar. What's wrong?" Ena responded quite quickly.
"It's nothing...just- stressed-! I'm stressed about--" before he could finish his sentence, Ena cut him off.
"Bullshit. I know something is wrong...can-...can I come in..?" She asked a bit hesitantly.
"NO!" Akito snapped. "I-..I mean- no! You're probably sooo busy with your art, right?" Akito said, trying to change the subject.
"...I'm coming in." Ena said as she barged in. "What are you so worried about anyway-..." She froze...she was shocked at what she saw.
Akito in a corner of the bathroom. Razor in hand, blood all over the floor, his wrists...the razor-...Ena stepped closer to Akito as she sat beside him.
"Why-?" She asked bluntly.
"Coping mechanism..." He responded.
"Huh-?! This is your 'Coping mechanism' !? Akito...this- you shouldn't be doing this to yourself! I-I know you're stressed about school, your singing practice and your job- but self harm isn't a good way to cope with stress! Trust me...I know..." she said.
"How would you know...?" He responded.
Ena then sighed and rolled up her sleeves to reveal scars on her wrists. She then said "I've been in this situation before...its not a good way to cope with stress or anything along that line.." Ena said as she rolled down her sleeves.
Akito then stopped in his tracks. He dropped the razor he was holding and quickly hugged Ena, crying as he did so.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you went through this...I'm so so sorry! Im a horrible brother- I'm sorry I'm always so stuck up and mad with you...I'm sorry we always fight...I never mean anything I say! It just...it just comes out!" Akito said as he sobbed loudly into Enas shoulder.
Ena didn't say anything as Akito spoke, she just hugged him back tightly, stroking his hair. Once Akito finished talking, Ena just said- "its okay...we'll worry about that later...let's get you and this bathroom cleaned up..."
Ena said as she helped Akito to his feet and began bandaging his wrists. After that, they cleaned the blood and the razor, then Ena went to her room and Akito went to his.
[Like- five minutes later]
Akito decided to call Toya to pass the time.
["Toya...?"] Akito asked.
["Mhm? You okay, love?"] Toya responded.
["Yeah, I'm okay...just wanted to ask how your doing, hon"] Akito responded.
As Akito was on the phone to Toya, Akitos dad (bitch boy) was outside Akitos bedroom door, eavesdropping on the conversation.
[Six minutes later]
["I have to go, Aki..talk to you soon! Love you!"] Toya said as he hungup.
["Alright! Bye Toya! Love you!"] Akito responded as he also hung up.
Just as Akito hung up tbe phone, Akitos dad barged in and said- "Who was that?"
Akito flinched and replied "Oh...it was just Toya-" Akito was interrupted by slap across the face.
"What are you doing saying 'love you' to another boy!?" Akitos dad asked him with anger forming in his voice.
"I- hes my-...he's my friend-! Am I not allowed to tell my friend I love him-?" Akito snapped back at his dad.
Akitos dad froze. "You DARE lie to me AND talk back to me!?" Akitos dad said as he slapped hom once again. "You discust me...no son of mine will be a homo...I don't want to see you for the rest of the day." He said as he walked out of Akitos room, locking the door behind him. He has locked Akito in his room.
(Hiya! Bella here- uhm tiny note- If you or a person you know are experiencing abuse and thinking of self harming or suicide, please don't do it. Seek help in a trusted friend or adult weather it be your teacher. Please talk to someone. Suicide and self harm are never good answers. Trust. I know. Stay safe and remember, you are loved and cared for and gorgeous/handsome no matter what people say to you🫶🫶 ily all so much! And enjoy the fanfic!!)
