Tw (again...): (this chapter will contain mentions of blood, self harm, suicide, knives, suicidal thoughs and that's really it :3)
Once Akito reached Toya's House, he knocked on the door, and to his surprise, Toya answered. Normally Toyas father would answer, but this time, it was Toya.
"Hey, Aki! You okay?" Toya asked, he knew something was up..he just didn't know what it was.
"Yeah...can I- can I come in?" Akito asked as he looked at Toya, as he looked at Toya, he saw his expression change, Toyas expression was now one of worry and concern. "Yeah-! My dad's not here so, come in!" Toya said as he stepped out of the way, allowing Akito to enter.
Once Akito was inside, Toya sat down on the couch and motioned Akito to sit with him. Once Akito sat down, Toya asked him in a calm tone- "are you okay? What happened?" Akito didn't say anything. He just handed him the note. Toya took the note and opened the envelope, he then read the note. His face was one of shock and horror as he read it. "Akito...wh- what is this..? I- please don't tell my you're planning on doing this-!" Toya said in a panicked tone of voice as he got up and sat next to Akito.
Akito was quiet when Toya asked this, which only made him more worried. "Akito...why? Why on earth would you do this!? Did something happen? Have you always felt like this? Akito, talk to me!! Please..." Toya asked as he started tearing up.
Akito looked at Toya then spoke- "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner, if i did, I wouldn't be in this mess right now... I hate myself for not telling you! I'm so...so sorry! Everyday I wake up, I just- my thoughts are just like 'nobody cares, do it, die, worthless' ect... and-" Akito was cut off by Toya pulling him into a hug.
"No...I'm sorry, my love...I'm sorry i never ask you how you are..I love you...I love you so much...I love you too much, I'd hate to see anything happen to you. I'd never forgive myself if anything happened to you...you're not worthless, and I would care...If you did do that, I would cry myself to sleep every single night, thinking about you." Toya is practically crying as he speaks.
Akito hugs Toya back tightly and just crys...
After a few hours later, Akito promises he won't do it, then he goes home...
Once he's home, he takes a knife from kitchen and brings it back to his room with him. He closes the door, sits on the bed, and started to cut his wrists for the final time...he then stands up, takes a deep breath and plunges the knife in his chest multiple times before finally falling to the floor, his unresponsive body lay in a puddle of blood...
A few hours later, Toya decides to call over to Akito since hes too worried about him...he went to his house, knocked on the door and strangely, Ena answered. Normally Akito would answer the door but...maybe he's sleeping? "Hey Ena! Is Akito here?" Toya asked as he stepped inside. "He's upstairs in his room!" Ena replied. Toya walked upstairs and knocked in his room door. "Akito..?" Toya said before opening the door...
TO BE CONTINUED...
