falling for you in every way possible

secrets

"3MONTHS TODAY" my phone bleeped. i jumped out of bed like a ninja to check it. i smiled at the thought 3 months wow hasnt that gone over quick. i started getting ready and was super excited to show everyone my new clothes, my phone started flashing blue and pink, i grabbed so quick it nearly flew out of my hands. it was a text from peter "morning beautiful, 3 months today XXX" a huge smile took over my face and i couldnt control it "awwwwh morning babe and i know hehe ;)Xxx" i carried on getting ready, i wore my new knitted leggings, my black geek jumper and my uggs. i walked to the shop to meet amy, sami, laura, peter, sam, josh and chris.

Amy, sami and laura were already there "omg love your top where you get that from" sami said with a smile on her face "new look and it wasnt that much" "will have to get me self on of them like" we all started laughing 'cause of the way she said it. peter, sam, josh and chris finally turned up 10 minutes later. "WOW!!!" peter said with a jaw dropping expressing "whats the matter with you?" i said in a rather confused matter "whats the matter? have you seen yourself, your bloody stunning" he said with that sparkle in his eye. i just smiled and we set off for school.

we got to school quite early for a change, which was a bonus as we got a table to sit on outside. i sat with peter obviously, i turned to smile at him and ended up hugging him, he was so warm and when ever we hugged i felt so safe, as if nothing would ever hurt me. finally after what seemed forever he let me go and we all went into school.

the first two lessons dragged on forever but finally break came. amy came rushing u the hall to me her face was bright red and she was out of breath so much that she couldnt speak. she finally became human again and told me that she had seen peter talking and laughing with thins other girl but not just normally like what you do with friends she said they seemed a little too friendly. i didnt think anything of it and pushed it to the back of my mind. i met him at break and he seemed normal and didnt act like anything was wrong so i just thought that amy had thought into it too much.

he walked me too my class, we hugged and said goodbye when this girl came up to him and said "hi you ready fro class" peter smiled at her and replied "yeah, bye babe enjoy your lesson" as soon as they were out of sight i turned to amy, sami and laura and went "who is she?" thats who i was telling you about, thats the girl" amy blurted out. "shes called rachel" "i dont really like her" added sami and laura. "she seems a bit too friendly to be honest" i said with a worrying tome. "do you think...." "dont even think about it, i dont think theres anything going on, he loves you and he would never hurt you" laura quickly said cutting me off, which was reassuring.

i had been home about an hour but all i could think about was "who was she? is or has there been anything between them?".

i tried to forget about it, but then my phone started to flash, and as i checked it amy had text me saying "CHECK YOUR FACEBOOK NOW!!!!Xx" i didnt know what to think, i grabbed my laptop and logged in as quickly as i could, and there on my newsfeeds was a a post from rachel to peter it said "heyah today was a right laugh, your right funny and cute, saturday should be so fun! xx" i rang amy, laura and sami and we all went on skype, they all knew about the post and were as supportive as ever. "whats happening saturday, wheres he going with her?" why hasnt he said anything?" i snapped at them, i was trying to show i wasnt upset but the tears just came flooding out and i couldnt stop them. "the only thing you can do is ask him" sami said in the kindest was possible. i knew she was right but i just didnt want to do it.

i stopped crying and sent peter a message. it said "hiya just wondering whos rachel and whats happening on saturday that she can not wait for?." within 2 seconds flat i got a reply saying "hi shes my friend and nothing she invited me to go to town with some others hats all xx" i was still on skye and told the girls what he had said. "THATS ALL! THATS ALL!" amy shouted. "why doesnt he seemed bothered" said sami "hes a boy aint he" added laura and we all agreed. "so what you going to do?" sami said reminding me i still had to sort it. "think im just going to see what happens tomorrow i guess" "ok chick and dont worry we will back you up the whole was" "awwwh thanks" i said with a smile on my face "right going go sleep, got to recharge me self for tomorrow haha" "night" "night" "night" i got back and we all left skype and i closed down the laptop and tried to get to sleep. i couldnt though the same thoughts were going on in my head. what happens if he is cheating in me with her? what if im wrong and i ruin our relationship? what will i do then? but if i dont ask then i will never know? all this went on inside my head and i cried myself to sleep eventually.

the next few days I carried on as usual but all I could think of was is he cheating on me? and who is she? I spoke to amy Sami and Laura about it and they all kept saying the same thing "just ask him", then I finally got the courage and asked him in person who she really was he just said she was a friend he had know for a long time, I wasn't convinced, I text 'Rachel' simply asking