UNHEARD MELODIES OF A SILENT HEART

CHAPTER 5

Park sungho

We went there to eat and oh my gosh now these both are flirting with each other ah i shoulf just bleach my eyes i guess before they goes too far i dont know what about him is so attractive to her .
We finished lunch somehow and went back to stadium for practice . While i was practicing they were having a photo session and gossip which was so hard for me to watch i dont know why

After practice we both went to hotel and the whole way she was on chat with that guy taesan i guess well they became friends i guess better .

At hotel we went down to have dinner and she got again text of him now it was too much

'' oh my gosh , what's going on between you guys '' i asked in frustration

'' hmm nothing just some talk '' she replied casually

'' you both seem close ''

'' yeah we became close , like obviously i would need someone to spend time with when you are busy and i dont know anyone else other then you so ''

'' what why do you even need to know someone else ? Like you can hangout with me right ''

'' well i dont know maybe but you are a public figure and i dont like the attention I'll get while hanging out with you ''

'' huh no dont worry about that just- ''
I stopped

'' just what ?''

'' just don't get too close to him ''

'' hmm ? ''

she acted so clueless like how can someone be so clueless

'' oh well nevermind i guess '' i said and went to my room.  I though she might make some boundaries but she became more closer as the days passed but finally it was time for us to leave the place and return to korea .

The day when we were returning he came to meet her at hotel and said '' I'll visit you someday and lets be in contact '' and they both hugged ?? No way ..

But we went back and finally i was relieved kind of ....

My whole staff including me had a 5 day off and during those 5 days no one knows how i spent my time without her .

But well days passes by and we were getting to know each other well . And i was falling for her more and more but what about her feelings ... ? Seemed like she didnt cared about me much . So one day i decided to finally confess to her . The day of her birthday ...

It was her birthday i got to know from a staff member and i decided to get her a necklace and went to office . She was just doing some stuffs when i approached her with flowers a cake and that necklace .

'' yunah '' i called from behind

She turned back and said '' yeah '' she looked really pretty even tho she wasnt wearing anything extra but something about that day was just so special

'' here , happy birthday '' i gave her the flowers and gift and a big smile carved on her face and she giggled '' oh thanks sunghoshi '' she really seemed to love it and said '' this is my first time receiving flowers ''

And which made me happy even more because i am the first person to give her flowers yess .
I then removed the cake from the box and called all the staff and everyone sang happy birthday for her and she was so happy that she cried and said '' this is really the first time I'm so happy on my birthday , thankyou so much to all ''

Everyone started to give her blessings and she was busy talking with all and i wanted to tell her about my feelings but i didnt got any chance to so i texted her later '' come to the rooftop at 6pm ''

It was the time for her to come . I was so nervous that my heart was beating so fast .

I heard footsteps approaching me and it was her she said '' sunghoshi you asked to see me ''

I turned to her and a smile automatically carved on my face and i said '' yeah .. i need .. to tell you something ''

'' yes '' she said

I gathered all my courage and finally said it

'' well ---
"I've carried this feelings for you since day one, growing stronger with each passing moment. Today, I can't hold it back any longer. I've fallen deeply in love with you, and ---  I can't imagine my life without you. Will  you - will - will you go out with me?"

The whole time i was saying the thing she was looking at me with her pretty big eyes which i didnt knew what was saying . She was quite for a while and said

'' sunghoshii '' she lookef down and i knew its a no

'' i - i am sorry - you know we both are from different worlds . And it cant happen you and me together ? No chance , i never knew that you felt this way for me but i cant accept these feelings for your own good and also ive promised the manager that i will never fall for you and going out with you no way ... you are a celebrity and i dont wanna get dragged into your fans drama so its a no - '' she said that with hesitation as she also might had some feelings for me so i didnt gave up and continued

'' no yunah its nothing like that , give me just once chance please i will show you that its not hard in any ways and everyone will accept it dont worry please one chance '' i said with tears filled in my eyes

She was about to say something but i said '' yunah no , you cant do this to me you have to accept my feelings .. it took me so much courage to say this and ive loved you for a long time now please dont say no ... if you want your time to think yes you can think over it but i really need a positive repsonse ''

She was quite for a while and said '' well i will think about it then '' and continued '' and thankyou for today i gotta go bye '' she left and i was there quite heartbroken but was waiting for a postive response

And was wishing that she will say yes