𝗪𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲 || 𝗥𝗶𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗻𝗴

𝗘𝗹𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻

Pov Ricky

"Jiwoong's also extremely happy today."

"Yeah, okay."

Ricky really wanted to smile, and go see him. But the way his friend talked to him the other day scared him a lot.

"Could you stop mentioning that name? Don't say it ever again. Okay?"

"Yeah. Pretend I didn't say anything at all."

It wasn't because he wanted to pretend that he hated him, but because he knew that he couldn't hold himself from smiling the next time.

He wouldn't be able to do so. Just the thought of him made him giggle, wanting to go and hug him.

School wasn't any different that day. But in Ricky's eyes everything was great. Even history seemed interesting.

He didn't even get annoyed when the teacher reminded them a million times about the project.

Only thing he wanted to do was to go home and talk to Jiwoong. He couldn't wait for school to end.

"May I go to the bathroom?"

Jiwoong asked, and Ricky thought that it was the best opportunity to follow him and talk to him.

But he couldn't ask the teacher to go to the bathroom. Everyone would find out. He needed something else.

He threw his pen to the teacher, and it hit her upper body. Matthew gasped, and looked at Ricky with eyes wide open.

The teacher got furious and started to walk over to him. Ricky knew what would happen next, and he couldn't wait.

"Why did you do that?"

Matthew whispered before she stopped in front of them, slamming her hands on their desk.

"Get out now!"

She yelled, and Ricky smiled proudly. That was two in one. He hit the worst teacher in the whole school, and he also got the opportunity to see Jiwoong.

He ran to the bathroom, and saw Jiwoong washing his hands. He still looked handsome, doing the most simple thing.

"What are you doing here? They will get suspicious."

Jiwoong asked as he raised his head and eyed Ricky, who was staring at him like he was his actual boyfriend.

"Not really. I got kicked out."

Ricky replied, looking really proud. But you wouldn't say that Jiwoong was proud of him.

"What?! What did you do?! Oh, I swear I'll kill her."

"No, hyung, don't do anything. I threw my pen to her, so I could get out and come to see you."

"Why would you want to see me? Today? At school? I thought yesterday it was all just because you were sad."

Ricky shook his head, and looked away. He didn't expect himself to actually tell Jiwoong that he wanted to see him.

He rested his back to the wall, and made eye contact with Jiwoong, something he definitely wouldn't regret.

"Don't look at me like that."

"Why?"

Ricky asked, smirking, as he noticed Jiwoong slowly walking closer to him, while looking at the younger's lips.

He touched his neck with his hands, and the butterflies in Ricky's stomach started to party a lot.

They were soon kissing. It seemed like a normal thing to Ricky after already kissing him two times.

He kissed him back, touching the elder's waist, making him slightly groan, but he quickly stopped himself from doing anything else.

They didn't seem to care about kissing at school. Well, they hadn't realised it yet. Until a voice from outside was heard.

Ricky pushed Jiwoong back, and looked around him to check if there was anybody who could've possibly seen them.

But fortunately, there was no one there. Just people who were passing by. They didn't enter the bathroom at all.

"Go to class, hyung. And please don't ever do that again."

"Okay. I'm sorry. I'm leaving now. Bye."

Jiwoong said, quickly and robotic. Ricky scoffed, and got out of the bathroom too, sitting down, outside his classroom's door.

All three of the kisses they shared gave him a different feeling. And every kiss was better than the last one.

Ricky could say that he had a crush on Jiwoong. Not officially, but it seemed a lot like it. He wouldn't enjoy his kisses if he didn't like him, would he?

He had never been in a relationship, and he didn't know how they worked. He always thought that if you kiss someone more than just one time, you're dating.

But it definitely wasn't like that. And Ricky didn't know if he would like it if it actually was like that.

He was still shy, and scared. Scared of ending up in a really toxic relationship, like those in movies.

So he didn't even bother to try and look for someone to fall in love with, and date. That feeling stopped him from doing it.

But with Jiwoong everything was different. He was feeling safe, and loved. He was feeling... himself.

Only Matthew made him feel like that before. It was really hard for anyone to win Ricky's heart.

But Jiwoong did it in just a minute, with a smile. A smile that Ricky would never get out of his mind.

It was a smile that he wanted to remember always and forever. Because it made him smile, too.

He was just sitting there, thinking of Matthew and Jiwoong alternately, because they were the only two people who made him feel good.

And he wanted to thank them. But not publicly. He didn't want to make a scene. If he was about to do something, he'd do it and only he would know about it.

The bell soon rang, and he got up. He saw Jiwoong getting out of class, with Gunwook next to him, and smiled.

Then, Matthew. But he looked worried about Ricky. He never got kicked out of class before.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fineee. I did it on purpose anyways. That's what I wanted to happen. Don't ask why."

Matthew nodded, and gave him a pat on the back, something that he usually did to Ricky. Tho the younger never understood why. But he didn't bother to ask.