Found on Tumblr :babay-outsider
WARNING: SMUT 18+
ROUGH JOHNNY
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When I called it quits he was furious, but just three days after we broke up, he was at my front door pleading. He cried actually...
"Baby what did I do this time? C'mon Y/N, wh-what did I do wrong? Let me fix it please."
I started to cry as he held the door with his hand. As if he could still pry it open with the chain lock still on. He tried to reconcile with me, looking at what he could with the small gap I allowed open.
"You need to go. I'm sorry." I whispered.
"It's not fair. At least when we fight I know I'm wrong and we try to fix it. But you just left. What am I supposed to do with that huh? Acting like everything's fine then all of sudden you're not there."
I was tired because for as long as we've been together there was always something wrong. Money being one of them. He was richer than I was. All of my friends joked that he would be the Prince Charming to save me from my financial crisis. It was things like feeling out of place at stupid rich dinner parties or not being able to go on school trips together.
He offered to pay for some of the trips and even skipped out on one just to be with me. I hated that guilt.
Then there was his status as the king of the school and that fucking dojo. I thought I'd gotten him out of that phase but he just did the bullying behind my back.
Jealousy, my god the jealousy. It went both ways horrendously. Me with his exes. Him with every guy I ever spoke to minus his friends. It was tiresome. So if being with him was more of a punishment than actually being happy, then I wanted out.
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I'm tugging and twisting the telephone cord. I want it so bad. It could be with anyone. I could hook up with a lot of guys; the guy in home room, the boy next door maybe, or even that new kid Danny. He was cute. I could even do Dutch, just to spite him. But no, I don't care for any of them.
Johnny is such an idiot. What's worse than being stupid is being stupid and arrogant. In addition, he's dangerous. He's just a ticking bomb all on his own. All his red flags somehow drew me closer and closer to him though.
We're supposed to be broken up but here I am pressing the last three digits of his phone number.
Don't pick up. Don't pick up. Don't pick up.
"Who the hell is this?" A gruff voice answers. It's near 2 am and he likes his sleep. I tense up but the words just push out of me when I remember why I called in the first place.
"Green doesn't suit you." I say softly.
I hear him shuffling, he's caught off guard.
"...Y/N." He chuckles soon after. "So you finally broke."
"It's been two months and it's better than the three days you couldn't stand without me"
I'm sure he bit his tongue after that.
Green doesn't suit you is our code for sex. It was what I said to him when I knew he didn't like me talking to some boy at the time. This was before we started dating and he gained a crush on me. He was clearly sore I wasn't giving him the same attention and I called him out on it one day. The first of many boys Johnny got jealous of was the start of it all. He pulled me against him.
"No, but red does." He smudged my red lipstick against his thumb before smashing his lips onto mine. I was his since then.
Only Johnny could answer the phone like he was the one who got away. I wasn't gonna tolerate him if he was gonna be a smug moron.
