AUTHOR POV
It was morning and tae woke up first, he opened his eyes and saw jennie laying on him as she hugged him, they were still naked from what happened yesterday, tae then realised,'it's today' he thought, he looked at the clock, it's still pretty early, he looked at jennie and brushed her cheeks with his thumb, she slowly woke up and opened her eyes,
She looked at tae and he smiled at her which she also did,"how are you" he asked,"I am good, you?" She asked,"I am scared" he said,"oh, I almost forgot, it's....its today" she said and he nodded, "still.....don't be scared baby, I told you already, you are gonna be fine, everything is gonna go just right" she said,
"I hope so baby, cause I don't wanna leave you, never" he said,"you won't, I know you wont" she said,"I am gonna miss you" he said,"I will miss you more, not gonna see you for three days" she said,"yeah, you are gonna be alone and it bothers me" he said,"don't worry, the others will come over so I will be fine" she said and he nodded,
"Come on" jennie said and got off the bed,"where" tae asked,"let's go take our bath dummy" she said and held his hand pulling him off the bed,"oh, ok, you are so sexy I forgot" he said and she chuckled as they went to the bathroom, they showered together and prepared breakfast together too,
As they were eating Jennie was talking and tae was just staring listening to her, she would crack jokes and laughed and tae would just smile at how beautiful she looks, He was thinking how she would be when he is gone, she is gonna miss him so much and he will miss her too, To be honest tae was very scared about the surgery but he has to act and be strong,
Jennie stopped talking and looked back on her food, "why did you stop" he asked,"you are staring too much, I got shy" she said,"really" he asked smiling widely,"yeah" jennie said trying to hide her blush,"well, you looked too pretty I couldn't stop staring" he said and tacked a strand of hair behind her ear,
They smiled at each other and kissed, they kept talking and washed the dishes together too, they went to get ready since its almost time, jennie stood infront of the mirror wearing her dress and she was struggling to close her zip, tae noticed it and closed it for her,"thanks babe" she said and he back hugged her,
"Let me be honest with you, I am scared jennie, I am really scared that we might lose each other because of this" he said,"tae I told you, don't say that, everything is gonna go right, you gotta come back, you gotta live, and I know you will live, you will live and I will shower you with lots of kisses okay?" She said and he nodded,
"Let's go?" He asked and she nodded, He turned her and kissed her before they left, He held her hand, driving with one hand and They talked on their way to the hospital till they finally got there, tae looked out the window and his grip on Jennie's hand tightened as he thought about what is about to happen,
Jennie noticed it and touched his hand with the other hand too, tae looked at her and she smiled, "it's gonna be fine" she said, tae just held her cheek and pulled her into a kiss, he didn't want to let go, ever, his tears fell and this made jennie cry too, the kiss was very long and they wiped each others tears,
"I wished none of this would never happen, I wish I never fell sick, I wish I did the surgery way before I met you because, leaving you like this sucks jen, it's not easy for me" he said with his forehead rested on hers,"knowing that, you are barring our kid and that what I am gonna do could make me lose my life.......I am so scared jennie, really scared, I don't wanna leave you, I am not ready, I cant" he said and Jennie's tears fell,
"I know, I gotta be strong, and I am gonna do that but I hope its all gonna be worth it, cause I am not ready to leave you. Not now, not never" he said, jennie smiled and hugged him not knowing what to say, she was too emotional to talk,"I-i love you soo much tae" was all she could say ,"I love you soo much more jennie" he said,
