Livin' Without You ( One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chappie 2 ~ Face it, I'm a murderer!

...Yay, another person in my life who is in danger to get kielled....just like Nate...I...I can't take it anymore! I throw myseelf on my bed and break out in tears. It was all my fault!

-2 years back-

I couldn't sleep, so i went downstairs and into the kitchen. But suddenly, there was a loud crash and I saw Nate fighting with a man with a black mask. He held a knife in his hand and I let out a scream, Nate turned around and the knife was stabbed into his chest. He fell on the floor and everything around me suddenly went black.

-back today-

Harry's P.O.V

Looks like Ava is such a nice person. Notice sarcasm. Great , and mum said i should stay here until she's back to normal and goes social. Well, ok she is kinda cute with her long brown curles, that are exceptionally prettier than mine, and STOP RIGHT HERE! WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?! I went out of my room and heard Ava in her room talking to someone. I peeked inside and saw her on her laptop talking with a girl.

Ava: "I can't take this anymore, Vanessa! No new people, no new friends, mum doesn't understand me! I AM A MURDERER!"

Vanessa: "Ava stop telling yourself this shit! It wasn't your fault, everyone would have screamed. Come on! Nate wouldn't have wanted you to be sad and blame yourself!"

I hear Ava crying, why does she call herself a murderer ?! And who the hell is Nate?

Ava:" Nate only died because of me. I gotta go now, Vanni. Love ya sweetie, You, Jules, Kirsten and Ella will always be my only ones, ok? xx kisses!"

Vanessa: "Goodbye, love! Call meeeeee!!!......MAYBE HAHA ..ok sorry kisses xx"

I run downstairs to Kim( her mum) so Ava doesn't notice my eavesdropping on her.

Harry: "Who is Nate?" i asked, or more stated...ok didn't mean to sound that tough.

Kim: "Umm,..huh?! I don't know what you mean?"

Harry: " Ava is crying because of him and calls herself a murderer.."

Kim sat down and told me the whole story. I just sat there in shock. She wasn't like this the whole time, she was just made to what she is today.

Ava's P.O.V

I went out of my room and into the bathroom and removed my make up. Vanessa was right, Nate wouldn't have wanted me to be sad. He was always that kind of person who made others happy. I had to smile because his grinning crossed my mind. It didn't whipe away while i went downstairs, until a caring and a pity looking Harry looked at me and...he...just hugged me....

Out of nowhere he hugged me. What a shocking feeling of secureness! I just pushed him away from me and ran out of the house. I ran down the street and into the forest, that i didn't even notice until now, and started to cry. Since Nate was dead, no male person ever hugged me, because I couldn't stand the fact that someone felt like him. And da, he never EVER hugged me again, because he hated me ever since I took his son away from him. It just hurts...

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A.N.: Heyy i hope you like my first fan fiction EVER haha :D i basically wrote this with a friend so WE hope you like it :)

the next chappie will be uploaded soon and please spread so we get readers :) thank youuuu

xx Vanni :P