Dear Diary: Today will be different. It has to be. I will smile, and it will be believable. My smile will say, "I'm fine, thank you. Yes, I feel much better." I will no longer be the sad little girl that lost her parents. I will start fresh, be someone new. It's the only way I'll make it through.
I grab some jeans and a sweater and I make my way to school with my brother Jeremy.
- You know you don't have to pretend that everything is OK Elena.- Jeremy
- One day at a time Jeremy- I said
I know what he mean I just answered in a way he wouldn't worry about me.
- you always say you are fine so people don't worry about you, but in the inside your crushed.- Jeremy.
-Look there is Caroline!- I said trying to get away from the conversation.
- Oh my god Elena how are you??- Caroline asked worried
- I am fine, don't worry.- I said to relieve her
-Are you ready for the best year ever, we have like a billion stuff to do!- Caroline.
Then I see Bonnie and run up to her with a hug.
- Elena how ya doing!?- Bonnie
- I'm fine thanks.- I said to her.
It was pretty much the same thing all day long, it was hard to pull out a smile and pretend I was fine as I said.
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I will never leave you( Niall Horan)
Teen FictionI can´t promise to fix all of your problems, but I can promise you won´t face them all alone.
