4

10 0 0
                                    

After an hour and a half of talking, Hailey and I went back Inside to Christians house. On the couch, Trent sat the farthest end, then Christian, me, Hailey, then matt. Hailey purposely sat us next to each other. This couch was huge, so at least I didn't have to be right next to him; not that I didn't want to... It's just I was still in love with Joey.

Everyone remembers their first love. I just wish I could forget mine. You can't help falling in love with someone. You can't just push love away and pretend you never asked for their name. It just happens and weather it was an amazing love or weather that love was treacherous, you never forget that person and how they made you feel. But that
Horrible after-feeling you get after your first love comes to an end, hurts worse than knives do; knowing that feelings were there and now the memories are slowly fading. It's like slowly peeling off a band-aid larger than planet earth.

So trying go get over him would be hard. But I would have to make it work. Jumping from a love to a lust would be hard, but I didn't know that that lust was really a love. Two loves in a row is like two bullet holes in my chest.

Love is loveWhere stories live. Discover now