Life And It's Courses

Anniversary of a heartbreak

We were hand in hand, our grips on each other so tight. It felt as though I could live here, anywhere you were was where I wanted to be.

But did you feel the same? Obviously not. My feelings stood one-sided and you left allowing me to feel stupid.

We were once the talk, we couldn't stay behind anyone's teeth. They were all intrigued with everything we did or would say. All the signals we sent were everything.

It's been a year since we spoke but it still feels like u stopped talking to me yesterday. You make me feel stupid and I've I was stupid. I was stupid for expecting you to meet me half way. I stupid allowing you to disrespect me in anyway you could, I was stupid allowing you to say whatever you felt, whenever you felt it.

Maybe you just don't think about anyone else, or my love was too selfless. I was involved completely but you were only half way in.

You treated me like an option but made me feel like an opportunity. I was clouded with the fact that you were talking to me nicely when it was just us but as soon as eyes were on us it all changes, everything changed.

I watched as you lost interest, but the last time we spoke it was just me asking you a question. Why would u disrespect me like that, comparing me to someone you know everyone knows likes you.

It was like you wanted her more but it was confusing me even more how you sat beside another girl in the same bus but didn't acknowledge me being there after YOU were rude to me and I reacted. You wanted me to take it but I wasn't gonna ever again. I made a fool of my self just being around you.