she is my dream

ankh bekabu ho gyi

Jaisa k maine bataya tha k meri koi gf nahi thi kyun k mujhe ye sb jhamele se kam na lgta tha .... bf meri nazar me us shikar ki trh tha jise shikari ahiste ahiste maze le le kr marta h fir woh woh shikar bhi kya tha jo khud chahta tha k woh uske sath aisa kare.... yahi wajh thi k ab tk maine kitno k dilo me apne ugne wale pode ko ukhad fenka... khair itni azeeb se mahol se nklne k baad jb maine class me enter kiya na jane kyu pr meri ankhe jo hamesha zameen ko chumti thi jisne kisi ldki k taraf uthne ki jurrat nahi ki thi achanak se mano uth gyi aisa lg raha tha k meri aankhe mujhse lad rahi thi k unhe uthne du jaise k woh salo se is pal ka intezar kr rahi ho fir jb ye uthi toh mat poocho yar kya hua dil qabu me na raha ab tk jo kuch padha tha woh sbke sb hawa me laharate hue dimag se nikl gye aisa laga k mano jindagi ab tk soyi hui 1 sadi hui lash thi jise 1 amrit ne blkl taza jindagi de di ho maine khub chaha k ab niche karu bs ab niche karun pr ye kambakht meri aankh niche hone ko tayyar hi na thi fir kya tha pairo se iltija ki unka sahara liya k woh yahan se aage badhe pr ye bhi tarkeeb bekar gyi mano poore jism ne mujhse bagawat krni shuru kr di ho sare log mujhe dekh rahe the k aaj mujhe ho kya gaya h ... lekin fir unhe is puzzle ko suljhane me der na lgi aur lgti bhi kaise kyun k meri aankhe jiske didar se thndak hasil kr rahi thi woh thi aisi k koi bhi pagal ho jaye agr murde ko awaz de toh woh bhi uth kr uski khidmat me lag jaye agr andhe ke samne aaye toh uski roshni us andhe k bhi kali jindagi ko ujala bakhsh de goya k 1 hoor thi jo galati se rasta bhtak kr is kali si dunya me aagyi ho ....khair jaise taise maine khudko manaya aur apni seat pr ja baitha pr meri halat aisi jaise kisi ko 11 hazar volt ka jhatka laga ho jo bhulaye na bhule mera poora jism vibration mode me chal raha tha akhir class khtm hua aur aaj main akela hi ghr wapis aa gaya