We were taken to the presidents office as he painted
Why am I here I didn't do anything I said
I understand he said
Lose the handcuffs there's two blank canvas if you'd like he said
I used to paint the ground too Clarke said
It's not just the ground it's a memory he said
You've been outside Clarke asked and I went to the blank canvas and I sat down and I grabbed a paintbrush and some paint as I ignored what they were saying
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I then wrote my name and I turned and saw Dante looking at me
Where's Clarke I asked
She left two hours ago he said
Shit I whispered
You got lost in art he said and I nodded and I sat with him
I brought you dinner he said and pushed it too me
Thank you I said and I put the soup in my mouth
Wow I said and he gave me a few rolls
So tell me about this work I'm amazed and I want to know the meaning behind the photo he said
Her names Vanessa I said
Make them trust you I thought
Vanessa was like a goddess he asked and I nodded
She was my ex girlfriend I said
Ex girlfriend he said
She was a beauty every time she'd walk into a room everyone would watch and her smile lit up every room even in my darkest moments she was there for me I said and he smiled at me
You were in love he said and I nodded
We're I said
What happened he asked
You know all I ever wanted was sit in bed and just watch her read seeing her face lit up as she learned something new was everything to me she died like everyone else she died in my arms that's the day I stoped believe in love stop trying I became more ruthless a ruthless murder I knew in soul I was no longer worth saving or being able to be brought back from that I couldn't because im a monster and the worst part was is I let her die and I didn't try to help her I said and he looked at me
Why not he asked
I couldn't move I couldn't speak it was all a blur she looked at me thinking would help her or do something but I didn't I didn't even try I just watch I saw the light drain from her eyes I saw how she knew I wouldn't do anything she wasn't even mad she wasn't disappointed for not helping her that's when I vowed I would never love anyone else again I wouldn't even try it I didn't cry her I wasn't mad when she died I felt numb I felt everything in me die and I began to see her all the time and the guilt was killing me I said and he looked at me
