Why do LOVE hurt so fucking much !!
It's was around 3 in the morning when I wake up because I couldn't sleep. I'm so heartbroken about what happen yesterday , I just don't know what to do anymore about me and Zhaun like wtf. I really want this relationship to work but it seem like it's not going to happen. I'm about say FUCK LOVE 💔 at this point ! While I was thinking about what I'm going do I got a group text from Adrienne and a text from zhaun
First text
Bestfriend A - baby !
Baby Z- sister !
Me - yes my babes
Bestfriend A - wyd
Baby Z - ☝️☝
Me - can't sleep ; just thinking
Second text
Bitch zhaun 💣🔫 - bae you up !
Me - yes I'm , why you wanna know cause clearly you say don't fuck with me right ?
Bitch zhaun 💣🔫 - 😔😔 baby I'm so sorry about what happen yesterday I was just mad because you was late
Me - .... Really ?
I'm just going to go back and forth between group text and zhaun text
Bestfriend A - what's wrong ?
Baby Z - what going on ?
Me - yall I just don't know if I can still do this relationship with zhaun anymore 😔😢
Baby Z - whatttttt ? Why ?
Bestfriend A - what his dumb ass do ?
Me - yesterday I was late to school because I couldn't decide to what to put on and when I decided what to put on I was late school and I text him
Bestfriend A - and what else
Me - we start arguing in the hallway about why I been late & talk about why I don't give a fuck blah blah
Baby Z - 😯 wow really he arguing about why you been late ; he be the one to be late most of the time tho he really being petty af
Bestfriend A - girl I'm 100 hot for you ! Like what baby z say he really being petty af his ass need to get 💣🔫 for what he say ! 💯
Me - 😂😂 I can't deal with y'all right now yall got me laughing especially you Adrienne I had needed that laugh tho
Bestfriend A - 😂😂 I know right I don't got no chills tonight but anyway , did he text you ?
Baby Z - 😂😂😂 ☝️☝☝ ,
Me - yeah we was texting but I forgot to text him back hold up let me text him back
Bitch zhaun - why you say that ? I'm sorry mane
Me - cause you know what the fuck you say , I'm really tired of you saying sorry everytime you fuck up WHEN YOU SAY SORRY TO ME I JUST DONT BELIEVE IT ANYMORE FUCK SAYING SORRY BE A REAL MAN & FIX YOUR FUCKING MISTAKE IM TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT BRUH I REALLY LOVE YOU BABE I REALLY DO ! IM REALLY HEARTBROKEN 😔💔😢 YOU DONT UNDERSTAND CLEARLY I'M REALLY JUST ABOUT 0.1 second of giving up about this relationship !!
Baby z - you okay ?
Me - idk how I'm suppose to feel about this situation bruh ! i just been 💯 with him & and tell him how I feel ; i can't even think straight I'm having a headache now
Baby z - baby girl you need to try and rest fr fr tho you know I hate when your head hurt 😔😔
Bestfriend A - fr fr like what Z say , don't make me fuck your ass up you really need to rest I'm not playing ok I hope you got that
Me - yes mother I hear you 😫😫 I'm going sleep okay my head hurts really bad now ,
Baby Z - take a pill
Me - I don't have no more I take the last one yesterday mommy gonna get some today
Bestfriend A - damn 😔😔 I hope you feel better baby girl go sleep okay
Baby Z - 😔😔 ☝️☝ Ima let you rest goodnight baby I love you
Bestfriend A - goodnight I love you too
Me - awww ! 😢 I love you guys more babes goodnight !
Me - just think about what I say okay baby I just need to rest I got a bad headache 😔😔 I love you so much baby boy !
💔😍😢 - I will I promise baby girl , bae please take a pill I love you more
Me - I don't have no more 😫 I just going to go sleep goodnight
Let me text mommy before I go back to sleep
Me - mommy I need so more pills
Mommy- I will get some more later on today okay
Me - okay I'm going go back to sleep cause I have a bad headache !
Mommy - Awwwww day ! please rest Zaire Ima let you go sleep goodnight i love you princess
Me - okay I will goodnight I love you too sweetheart !
After I finish texting her I turn on some music to relax my mind and went to sleep
Goodnight y'all ✌️
Above - Zhaun
