Dear God
I wanna say lord this is what my heart says right now. I wanna say lord you are good. That always is true because you were with me always even in my toughest times. I wanna say lord yeah I'm not the most out spoken when it comes to praying to you. This time this is what my heart says lord. I wanna say why lord why do you do this to me. I understand that you give and take away but not this time. God I don't want you to take this away even if you brake me into two pieces. Lord you could take away my arms my bass my video games. Not this please lord who watches over all the universe. I want to hold onto this blessing I will wrestle with you if I need too. Lord I'm crying on my knees right now listening to worship to you lord. Even now I love you but I would rather give up my life to you if I could get this one blessing lord. Look into my heart I let you take away everything else lord. It's all yours but this I want to say even if its selfish Lord is mine. You gave this blessing to me but lord like I said not this time. You could take away bass even jazz my future but please lord not her.... This is how much this means to me lord. I'm in tears broken so please God who loves me hear my plea.... I'm in the basement on my knees never have I asked anything from you lord this passionately. Not even bass I want this badly lord. Please lord I beg you not this time..... Please God and I will keep asking you everyday
