Basically summonary of Geliefdes BackStory

!TW: SA MENTIONS! The Pureness

"I didnt thought any of it to make sure hes here, my fault on that part."

"the horrible things that man done to me."

"so.. so... horrible."

"i cant explain how much hatred this man awoken in me."

"he took my pureness."

"the thing god was proud about me"

"that i did the job but remained pure, as seems men have other plans for women."

"i realised so much in that four hours of sexual torture i had to go in."

"1. God doesnt care if i get hurt
  2. God will only love my old self
  3. He will punish me in anyway
  4. Men are disgusting pigs that should be slaughtered at SIGHT."

"those are basics i remember now, but knowing me i had so much more going on in my mind, i never experienced such hell from anyone else, i know for a fact that i see a man being near any of my dearest friends, i will kill them in the most brutal way. Of course if they try something, its my main reason i will watch over any women i know, brutality i felt is unspeakable, i cant even form it in words, i was so angry, i wanted to fight back but i couldnt, after he finished and ran off, i was left there alone, sitting on the wooden floor, crying, sobbing, i visibly remember my left bra.. thing being off, it just fell off my arm while i was crying, i was a mess, he took my pure, my pride and joy, he just sucked it out and left like nothing happened."