Junsu woke up just to realize that his side of the bed is empty. He remembers falling asleep on the couch while watching with Yoochun. He is easily tired this day, feels like he need all the sleep in the whole and even that’s seems not enough for him.
‘This is it’
and that all the thought he need before he is on his feet, pulling his clothes from the walk in closet and taking few of the tablets in the toilet. Sometimes he wonders why Yoochun never ask about the tablets. He knew he change the case into a vitamin’s one but still, Yoochun used to be so cautious with what he done before.
Letting the thought away, he goes outside to put the bag into the car first before once again getting inside to fill another luggage. He doesn’t know on what accord that make him do this but he just know that Yoochun isn’t home and this is what he want. Away from Yoochun so that Yoochun can be happy with his family. Nothing else matter right now.
Done with the luggage, Junsu move to the office, the one Yoochun use to finish his work at home. His passport and document s are in there. Searching is not his best talent since Yoochun is the one who always arrange his belonging in place. Junsu is not really good in placing his stuff on the right place.
He found his stuff on the corner cupboard that place their pictures on top of it. Grabbing all of his belonging, he move to the door. Pulling the luggage behind him. This is too surreal, like the whole thing doesn’t even scare him. He won’t have Yoochun anymore after this and he is scare to think that he is too confident in doing this. Is thi one of his mood swing again?
‘I am leaving my life behind and I am not even sad?’
‘what’s wrong with me’
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Yoochun reach home, screeching sounds when he brakes abruptly. He let go the breath he hold when he saw that Junsu car is still there. Deciding to just wait outside the house.
Grinning a little imagining how Junsu will react seeing him there.
‘You know you can’t run from me and yet you still wanna try? Good luck baby.’
Putting his hand into his jean’s pocket. He lean on his car. He turn his head to the left to look at a black sedan car align with his house gate. The car’s engine roared to life when Yoochun nod his head a little. He can handle this himself now.
‘Come on, come out baby’
His utmost happiness lies with Junsu and for Junsu, Yoochun know he will make him happy. No matter how hard it is, letting Junsu go was never an option and will never be.
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Junsu drag his luggage outside, putting the luggage into the car. His hand grabs the car door when he heard it.
“Going somewhere baby?” Yoochun is only few feet away from him.
Sudden drowsiness attack his conscious and the next thing he know, the dark night is getting darker.
Yoochun caught the falling body into his arm.
A slight tremble hit him, to think that his spouse is lighter and weaker than before. Putting his hand on his spouse bended knee and his back, he caught the unconscious man in his arm, bridal style.
Yoochun open the door to welcome the old man, his father’s friend that is also their family doctor.
Tonight he will make sure that by the time Junsu is awake, the pretty boy won’t have any reason to leave him anymore.
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“He is pregnant. Two months old and his condition are not really that good. I advise for him to stop working and stay home and get him to the hospital for a thoroughly check up.”
Junsu stares blankly at the ceiling, he listens to each words the doctor is saying to his husband.
‘What did I just do?’ Junsu clutched the blanket.
He listens to the soft footstep head back to their bedroom after the front door is closed.
Yoochun’s voice vibrating in the room.
“First, you are trying to run away from me”
“Second, you are trying to take my baby away from me”
“Third, you almost make us lost our baby”
“Forth, you are trying to take my life away”
“Last but not least, you are ruining my life and YOURS!”
“Happy baby?”
Junsu can’t help to stop his tears from dropping to the pillow. He close his eyes tight when he feel Yoochun drop himself on the bed and let his husband cradle him in his chest. Junsu is sobbing by now.
Yoochun laid his upper body on the bed beside his crying hubby and even though the other is crying, a small serene smile plastered on Yoochun's face.
‘I’ll do anything it takes to make you stay baby, even if I have to make you feel guilty.’
The dark night sweeps away all the fears in Yoochun’s heart when Junsu initiate the kiss that night.
