Silent agony(mafia_hp,matheo riddle fanfic)

Chapter 1

Flashback
"No daddy please help I promise to never cry again."I begged my father as two men dragged me away to a cellar."Rule no:1 is Don't cry which u already broke and rule no:2 is don't beg which u broke now so your gonna get punished. I've already been too lenient with you."He said his face twisting into an evil smile.Then he turned to the men and said"Do whatever you want with her just don't kill her and make sure you carve rule no 1 and 2 in her body".The two men nodded eagerly and looked at me with lustful eyes.Then they dragged me into the cellar.The two men abused and stabbed me for hours.They scarred me not only physical ly but also mentally. They took away the only thing I was supposed to have full control over.I remember it as clear as day.

Flashback over

I woke up gasping for breath and cursing my shitty father.Fuck him.Fuck mother.Fuck everybody.I walk into the bathroom and splash water over my face.I looked into the mirror and my eyes met with familiar grey ones.My silver hair was put up into a messy bun cuz i hate sleeping with my hair down. It just feels so hot.
I took a painkiller and looked into the mirror one last time to see the person I hate the most in the world. I sighed and walked outside of the bathroom. Each step taken is like utter raw pain and agony. I imagined what my father would say if he found out I feel pain. That word is just foriegn to me. I normally dont feel anything but I was "trained" by my father the full day today. It took everything in me to not just scream. Apparently "training" was torturing me till i couldnt feel pain anymore. Normally he just locks me in a cell with his guards as they abuse and torture but what he dont know is they rape me too. I dont know why he still hasnt made me Donna cuz i sure as hell know he doesnt do any work here. I am the one doing all the damn work. Almost all of the gaurds are loyal to him except some but they all follow my instructions when it comes to work. I think he still hasnt made ne the mafia boss cuz he doesnt want me to turn his own people against him but whatever.

Since it was obvious I wasn't going to sleep I picked up the book I was reading. Powerless.I honestly loved the mc Paedyn so much. We are so alike. But when it comes to my life story. It's just Kai Azer. We both have the same shitty father.Then suddenly I heard some tapping noise at the window. What the hell. It was a fucking owl with a letter. Whoever sent that must live under a rock cuz cellphone ✨exist✨ for a damn reason. I just sighed and opened the window to let the owl in. It dropped the letter and just sat on my table." You better don't shit on there." I said to it. And it rolled it's eyes. Wait can owls even roll their eyes?! Whatever. I opened the letter and read it only to find a binch of crap about how I was accepted into hogwarts a school of magic and shit. "Wtf." I muttered under my breath as I threw it into the dustbin and owl gave me a look. I mean wtf was I supposed to do. Then I suddenly remembered that my father had said that everything that happens in the house should be reported to him. Then I took the letter out and kept it on the table and owl just gave me a look of approval before flying away.

Wtf did just happen?!