Ran Away

Trust Issues

POV Marinette:

It's heaven here. the second day in Paris was amazing, and Luka is spoiling me. I asked him to go out and have some fun in the park just in front of the house and he accepted

We were sitting there, on the grass, looking at everyone passing by us. in front of me, there is the Eiffel tower

Marinette: it's so beautiful Luka

Luka: yes, at night, Paris is amazing

Marinette: you think I should find a job?

Luka: enough for me to work, at least when I'm back, I need to find my meal, the rest of work if for me only

Marinette: you mean, you want me to take care of you baby?

I said as I rested my head on his lap. I was looking at some kids playing with their parents, they were so cute, imagining that it would be me and Luka but when I lift my head to look at my boyfriend, I found him smiling at another woman

Marinette: Luka, why are you smiling at her?

Luka: sorry, she smiled at me so I did the same.

Marinette: you don't want me Luka?

I said as I sit up but Luka pulled me on his lap and hugged me then he kissed my forehead

Luka: don't doubt that I will look at someone else except you baby, ok?

Marinette: yes Luka, you are mine my baby, and only mine

We spent at least two hours in the park then we left home, it was late. Luka and I went to the bathroom for a shower but he ended up fucking me, he was horny as fuck

After that, I just put a short red robe I have got with me and I went to the little kitchen we have in the house to prepare something with what Luka bought.

While preparing the dinner, Luka was hugging me from behind, and kissing my cheek and my neck

Marinette: mhmmmm Luka, I'm cooking

Luka: you love me?

Marinette: you know that I love you so much. what about you?

Luka: I love you so much too. Will you be able to love someone else except me?

Marinette: never. By the way Luka, when I stop taking the pills? Don't you want a little baby?

Luka: not the time, I want my baby to play in a bigger house. I'll start working tomorrow, then I'll buy a bigger house for us

Marinette: ok baby, but now, let me cook our meal

Luka: cooking? Oh really?

He chuckled and tickled me; he knows that I'm ticklish especially when he tickles me from my waist. I put the knife on the counter and I giggled, and Luka doesn't stop tickling me.

Marinette: L-Luka, hhhhh oh my god

Luka: say you love me and I'll stop

Marinette: ahhhh yes yes yes I love you

Luka: I love you who?

I couldn't talk because I was laughing so much. nothing can describe my happiness, I was really in the moon

Marinette: hhhhh o-ok, Luka, I l-love you so much hhhhh stop

He finally stopped and sit me on the free space of the counter and he stand between my legs, so I held his shoulders and pulled him closer

Luka: I love you

Marinette: me too Luka, I love you so much

Luka: you regret leaving Oxford with me?

Marinette: never. I'm so happy Luka. I miss my parents so much and I hate what I did to them but I'm happy here and I'm sure they will understand my happiness, when I visit them with their grandchildren

Luka: yes baby. Tomorrow you will stay alone home?

Marinette: I don't mind, I'll watch tv and cook for you. when you finish working?

Luka: at 5pm

It has been three weeks now, since we moved to Paris things was good at the beginning, I was living the best romantic life with Luka

Whenever he is back, he finds his dinner, then we have sex together but for the past nine days, Luka doesn't sleep at home he is telling me that he is sleeping with his new friend or he has a lot of work

I was a bit sad that Luka doesn't give me the intention that I needed, I really hate to stay alone home but he has to work for us to get money

Living in France is hard, the rental is expensive, internet, water and gas are also expensive, even this house for 750 dollar is really a good offer, usually they are more than 850 dollar per month for a house smaller than this one we had so we are really lucky and the house owner is really so generous

That's why I will ask Luka to find a job then two salaries better than one to survive also what make it difficult for me is the language. I don't know anything about French, I can't even read it but I decided to start learning by myself

I was doing the laundry, washing first Luka's clothes but I found that one of his shirts has a print of red lipstick in the collar. I shook my head and I thought that maybe something happened, maybe an accident...... thinking about it, how could it be an accident, a lipstick in the collar

I got the shirt and I went to have a seat on the couch waiting for Luka. he is back home late as always but before I even say hi, I show him his shirt

Luka: what's that?

Marinette: it's you who should tell me what's that

Luka: Marinette, it's not what it looks like

Marinette: then explain, how the lipstick got on your shirt? Luka do you have another girlfriend?

Luka: what? Another girlfriend? No, for sure not baby. All the matter is that one of my coworkers found a loosen string in my collar, and she didn't have any scissors so she asked me if she an use her teeth to cut it. trust me

Marinette: really Luka?

My boyfriend walked toward me, he got the shirt and throw it on the couch then he held my hands

Luka: trust me my baby. Remember my love, if we don't have trust, we don't have anything ok?

Marinette: I trust you Luka, I swear that I trust you. don't worry, ill just wash your shirt, ok?

Luka: ok, thank you baby

Marinette: I love you Luka, I love you so much

Luka: me too baby girl

Luka bent his head to kiss me and hug me tightly in his arms. I always feel safe and happy whenever he wraps his arms around me and rest my head on his chest ......