The Winter Wolf

PROLOGUE

"Remember Amara even when you think that your alone in this world remember that your mom and I are always there. We might not be physically alive but we will always be watching over you. Your special don't let anyone tell you otherwise." father had said

I had replied with a slow mutter saying "yes daddy"

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I'll always remember that day where it as a cloak around me and I don't think it's going to come off me anytime soon.

They had set of to meet the alpha because there was an emergency in the pack house. After all they where the best trackers available in the Crescent Pack .I had called after them and begged them to take me along with them. At my age that time no one could say no to any of my request with my deep brown frilly curls and blue eyes that went so wide at times it was impossible to deny me of any of my request.

I wish my parents had refused. I wish they had told me to stay back home maybe they would be alive with me and I wouldn't be suffering the way I am right now.

I had entered the car with them and headed of to the pack house. As we were arriving we were met with chaos there were dead bodies everywhere. Wolves laid littered around with blood oozing out of them.

I became nauseous and wanted to go home. I looked around for my parents and saw them fighting in the distance. I wasn't able to hear the sound of pounding footsteps behind me as a grey furred rogue attacked me from in front. I was to busy wailing to my parents than to run to safety. I wished I hadn't behaved like a spoiled child then.

My dad dived in front of me and took the hit from the wolf .Unfortunately for him the wolf's claw was coated in wolfsbane instantly killing my dad since he already had open wounds around his body it didn't take long for it to enter his bloodstream.

My mom got distracted due to the searing pain that was wrecking her body due to the loss of her mate. The pain was so unbearable and I watched as the life drained from her eyes as a wolf lunged at her tearing her apart.

No child deserves to watch their parents die that way but I'm very sure I deserve that for being the cause of their death.

My senses came to me after my dazed state and I began to run .I ran faster than I have ever done in my life. I ran to the pack house and hid behind all the debris until the fight was over. Almost everyone was safe but the only people I really cared about was dead.

It didn't take long for them to find me .They must had seen my parents body cause they all gave me pitiful gazes. Surely they wouldn't blame a child for the death of their parents but when that child grew  they had to surely suffer the consequences .

So that was how my childhood was.  I had to stay in the alpha's house as a guest because I was homeless and didn't have any relations .It was okay living with them ,I was treated like a normal person will be treated not like that of an alpha's child but as a normal member of the pack it felt okay.

That was until I turned thirteen and the alpha and Luna's daughter had turned fourteen .Due to the aid of her bad company who always gave her vile thoughts. She had come up with the new notion that I was trying to steal the position of luna from her. I found it quite ridiculous when she and first brought it up and had scoffed at her. Slowly people started to take her side.

I had decided to ignore the snide comments and carry on with my life until one day the alpha and Luna had enough and deemed it fit to sell me to another pack. There was no direct reason behind it just that they wanted to satisfy their daughter and forget the old promise they swore to their friend.

I was to be sold to the Blood Moon pack .The worst pack they maltreated people there it was a dangerous pack. I had no other choice so I had to go.

I guess I was a good riddance to them as it didn't seem to faze them that they broke their promise to my parents and that they were leading a young child into a murder zone a place they know very well that she wouldn't be able to survive.

That was what lead to my miserable life.