"It's a sad but still one of the purest love letter to you. I hope it will reach you. In times when you need to hear a honest confession, the most..."
This world can be so dangerous
I knew
however I was reckless...
I wanted all kind of beatitude
Then it turned out something very different
I forgot my own place
Also who I am
So I had to face the sadness in the end
But all I want now is...
to tell you how sorry I am
That I'm still not okay with it
Cause' I feel more like a failure than a lover
The truth is... it hurts me... cuts me
even deeper
Though I try to keep you,
though I try to save you
though I try to feel you again...
It's me not the world
I was disconnected
I wasn't ready for you.
"If you are reading these lines please don't think I will fool you or anything. I'm not like that. Give me a chance instead. Let me to love you more than I ever could..."