you look like you're dying
you never get out of bed
don't you think you should be trying?
don't you care what they say?who cares if you're struggling
so is everyone else
you're not that special
you'll one day be laid to restyou smoke 'til you're sick
and you eat 'til you're achin'
no one will save you
if you're actually breakingfor what and for who?
do you know what you're asking?
you blame the rest of the world
while you stay and do nothingi don't care how miserable i have to be
how many people i leave and i leave
when no one understands
how i didn't choose to be this illi can't drink like you
i can't smoke like you
i can't eat what i want
go wherever i wanti am broken
i am broken
i am brokeni fight every morning
i wake up with tears in my eyes
no wonder you're terrified
that i somehow am still aliveyou don't understand
i rest for myself
i stay away from trouble
and hide in my bed
'cause you don't understandyou don't understand
what really happens
if i go out there
and i force myself
to be like everyone elseending up at the er
with all of these prescriptions
new pills to help this stupid body
how miserable do i have to be 'til you're happy?'til you're happy?
'til you're happy?
'til you're happy?