(Sam's POV)
I walk downstairs. going towards the kitchen until I hear a laugh. it wasn't colby. it wasn't jake. it wasn't any of the traphouse members. and it's a girl... I turned around to see who it was and it was a girl I never saw before and she was making out with colby. I started to tear up and I just ran back to my room trying not to have a total melt down.
A few hours later I go to the kitchen where everyone is at. "Hey sam!" I hear a deep voice. I look over to see colby and I scoff and walk away. he looked heartbroken. but I can't stand to look at his face. I felt so bad. but he deserved it. he knew I liked him and he just plays with my feelings. I went to my room and started to cry again. I went into the bathroom and looked in my drawer. looking for a razor blade. I quit years ago whenever I met colby. he made me happy and made me quit. but now he's making me do it again..
I grabbed the razor and sat on the ground and put the blade down on my skin.
1 cut.
2 cut.
3 cut..
12 cuts.
i got up. Blood rinsing off of my arm. hitting the ground. suddently. i saw a wind of dizziness, I then saw nothing but black.
I blacked out.
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dear diary This is sam. || Solby.
FanfictionColby. is always hanging out with women. Sam. has a crush on colby. but colby is to dumb to realize it. what happens when one day. colby opens his diary?
