My own songs (PAUSIERT)

Will you ever give a fuck about my own will?!

I'm tired of being, what you've made me. Do you see me how I'm showing my real me for them to see?

Chained up in your unfulfilled dreams. That's not what I wanna see, but that's what you want to that, how it seems.

But I'll tear apart your oppressing, I won't be your puppet! The night gets darker to darkest, but I'll hold on 'til every next sunrise.

Who's listening to me? It looks like no one hears. Is this misery really here? Or is it just in your mind, those fears?

Sick of this oppressing game, for what are you doing this? Surely just for fame! Have you ever thought about the things you've missed?

Or would you never care 'bout me? Will you ever give a fuck my own will?! Well, no, 'cause you don't want to see: I'm rising above y'all, not just for a low thrill.

Push me, blame me, hurt me, but don't wake the beast inside. Are you feeling sure with me? The monster inside me spreads devilish fright. And that's all 'caused by you, who don't wanna accept the reality.

Fighting against the odds, that nearly got me to drown. Pastly you wore the royal's name, now I'll wear the victory's crown.
I'll make you disappear from my heart without shame!

Sick of this oppressing game, for what are you doing this? Surely just for fame! Have you ever thought about the things you've missed?

Or would you never care 'bout me? Will you ever give a fuck my own will?! Well, no, 'cause you don't want to see: I'm rising above y'all, not just for a low thrill.

I'm finding my place in this world, and you can't stop that! May you say, I'm crazy but in fact, you're the ones who are mad. I've signed fate's contract!

Give up and let me be who I am!
That's the best you can do, hey man! We don't play it anymore, we don't play Who's who?

Or would you never care 'bout me? Will you ever give a fuck my own will?! Well, no, 'cause you don't want to see: I'm rising above y'all, not just for a low thrill. Just a thrill! I know, you'll never give a fuck about my own will!